I can't sleep...I was thinking about Josh and the situation that I am not supposed to worry about, I mean...what do I expect him to do? He said he just wanted to be friends right now and that is what he is doing. I mean, I like him as more than a friend, but I wouldn't want to...well, I really have no clue. I'd hate to read what I wrote earlier. I' ( Read more... )

I went to bed about one am. I am supposed to get up at 9 for church, which starts at 9:30. I am quite usually on time to church. Today, the Hartville high school Christian choir from Ohio was singing at our church, so I wanted to be on time for that of course ( Read more... )

My cat got hit by a car today. I buried her. I got my good jeans and converse all muddy. I buried her in the little cat cemetary out back. There is a lot of black dirt there. She was really limp. When I was walking fast with her on the end of the shovel, she was bouncing around and looked alive. It was really disturbing. Her poor little eyes were ( Read more... )

The other night, Steve said I wouldn't do it ( Read more... )

I'm cranky and pissy ( Read more... )

Last night, I stopped at Speedway on Tittabawasee to get gas. I was talking to my daddy on the cell phone and wasn't gonna hang up because I watch Mythbusters and don't believe that talking on a cell phone while pumping gas is gonna do anything...and besides if God wants me dead at the Speedway on Tittabawasee...well then ( Read more... )

As I was driving home EARLY this morning, I saw my streetlight in the distance, informing me that I was almost home. I was distracted by a thought and looked up to see no streetlight. I was like, "did I pass my own house?" then I realized that the crummy streetlight went out ( Read more... )

I guess I was being a jerk today, because my mother told me this. I just don't like being pushed around. Not that she was pushing me around, but she was in this weird, pushy mood. She has an odd sense of humor sometimes. I need to work on being more tolerant and patient. I don't think having a fiery attitude is ever gonna come in handy...I keep ( Read more... )

The weather is so beautiful...it's so nice out...I think I'll leave it out.

I am really proud of myself. Honestly, I couldn't doubt God after tonight if I wanted to. I felt like I was six again...in the bathtub, playing with boats and being all powerful on that tiny bathtub sea. God is my co-pilot.

I wish I was a parakeet...

AH! Herrkamer is up and running again. A new battery, some water, starter fluid, air in the tires, oil, brake fluid, transmission fluid...she's set. That is one pimpin ride and I am SOOOO excited that it's summer so I can drive it ( Read more... )