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Yea, I'm locking down the journal from here on out. End of story. I'm sick of hypocritical assholes who think they know what's going on reading it.

One Madie's too many, and a hundred's not enough.

Which movie was this quote from?

Hey wow! I just got back from Georgia! Do I ever stay in this state? Hell no. Especially when I found out that I leave the 30th for Basic Training!!!
Great.

Welp, got put on medication. Huzzah...or something. I feel like a blond. I seem to have the attention span of a fucking goldfish. I also feel numb. Too numb. Mom sent me a envelope with all my mail in it as usual, except there was a little note on it saying "I love you with all of my heart forever and ever." Fanfuckingtastic, right? Under ( Read more... )

I bought a new car...
Yay...?

Shaleen...Enough said, but I guess I should elaborate.

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Driving a gigantic panel van is no fun. I'm not used to having to think about if the ten and a half foot high roof is going to make it beneath the trees, power lines, gas station overhangs, etc. Damn thing pivots on it's rear wheels which made some curbs very unhappy. Driving down 95 and the thing gets buffeted around by wind, I'm having to ( Read more... )

NEVER drop phone in water...ever. It sucks. A lot. It worked, just not as a phone...and the display kinda was squishy...Had to drop $300 into buying a new one outright, but I just got 600 back from the government so it kinda worked out. Its a nice new shiny phone...Sync I think it was. Got a hook up on the sim card for it. They just looked ( Read more... )

It'd be really nice to be able to just cry, scream and just let all of this out. The only time I'm alone or soundproofed enough is in my car, and being hysterical is not conducive to driving. I feel so frustrated/scared/angry/hurt/worthless/and i need to mourn this loss. It'll start hitting me at work, but I can't just randomly curl into a ball ( Read more... )