or not....

I'm so over this...

I give up

this whole Ring Dance thing is beginning to stress me to the max... Okay, the kid I originally wanted to go with... well I don't know if I want to go with him anymore. I don't know why I just don't feel the same about him as I did before. Instead theres this other person I've been excited to talk to every time he gets on. I love his passion for ( Read more... )

I'm so fed up with Beth being pregnant... I'm praying for the day for her delivery. This week could have been soooo much better... just certain little things would make my day horrible... So I would pray before band practice for a great practice to make up for the bad day... it only worked once ( Read more... )

is a boring day ( Read more... )

had a blast last night with Erika...

*Driving in her F150, dang that things a BEAST

*spending an hour or so in hot topic talking to Jenny && shopping throught the clearence section && oh so checking out the Nightmare Before Christmas merch... I'm going back next saturday who wants to come with??*Yelling at Baily from the top floor of the mall " ( Read more... )

ugh, tis not fair. Dad's making me go to the football game Friday because he can. Well, why do I have to go if I'm not REQUIRED to go ( Read more... )

choice #1 - out
choice #2- out
choice #3- doubt it
choice #4- ??

all in all... this Ring Dance crapp is way out of my league.

*competition today...
*had fun with Ani last night.
*Chaperone kicked me away from the band (WTF, I'm in it!)
*hung out with Ashley && Mike && Ashleys other two friends.
*Hawks won 14 - 7 but it was a messy game. So their going to get yelled at Monday at practice.
*gotta go shopping for secret sister stuff && bobbypens for the comp.*gonna ask ( Read more... )

I don't know what I've gotten my self into. I think about this person... a lot. && my stomach flips when I look into his eyes.

I'm so scared that things wont work out. I'm ready to move on... just not ready to get my heart crushed again.

Everything about you is how I wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won