I'm going slightly madmiss_bathoryFebruary 2 2005, 00:49:35 UTC
I learned so many things about my self and a friend's music brought me closer to the universal undercurrent of everything in this dimension/plane/universe/whatever.
My life's ultimate aspiration is now to became a GENIUS. Its perfect for me.. And I'm not going to be hung up on instinct (i.e. sexual) because I have bigger fish to fry. I think, no, I know I will lead an exceptional life. Finally I'm at peace with everything in my life. I realised that life couldn't be and I don't wish that it were any different from how it is. And that's exquisitly beautiful.
Either that or I've finally gone round the bend.. but what the hell its fun!
cool indeed... ...now, you are BORN a genius, and you seem to be pretty up to snuff...
i think you mean that you want to hone your god-given gift... ...alliteration, and iunno if you believe in God (prolly dont, most intellectuals dont... i question him a lot myself)
but im rambling... glad to know that you are staying (moderately) sober
is the pural genius: genii??miss_bathoryFebruary 2 2005, 03:30:40 UTC
I do realize that I cannot change the plateau of intelligence I was born into. BUT I can and will make the most of it that I possibily can.
Starting with the things I put into my brain. Marijuana - good in moderation, not so much social but for introspection. Alcohol - only when social. Hallucinogens - as much as I can get my hands on (which wouldn't be often unfortunately) I don't really think any other drugs will serve me at this point in any respect other then seratonin depletion.. and jesus I need all 'a that I got!
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My life's ultimate aspiration is now to became a GENIUS. Its perfect for me..
And I'm not going to be hung up on instinct (i.e. sexual) because I have bigger fish to fry. I think, no, I know I will lead an exceptional life. Finally I'm at peace with everything in my life. I realised that life couldn't be and I don't wish that it were any different from how it is. And that's exquisitly beautiful.
Either that or I've finally gone round the bend.. but what the hell its fun!
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well I was a little tipsy but I don't really think that did much, it never does.
And nothing I can say for certain happened - just a lot of personal revelations and epiphanies.
so cool.
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...now, you are BORN a genius, and you seem to be pretty up to snuff...
i think you mean that you want to hone your god-given gift...
...alliteration, and iunno if you believe in God (prolly dont, most intellectuals dont... i question him a lot myself)
but im rambling... glad to know that you are staying (moderately) sober
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Starting with the things I put into my brain.
Marijuana - good in moderation, not so much social but for introspection.
Alcohol - only when social.
Hallucinogens - as much as I can get my hands on (which wouldn't be often unfortunately)
I don't really think any other drugs will serve me at this point in any respect other then seratonin depletion.. and jesus I need all 'a that I got!
And, no, I don't believe in god.
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