That is IT. I've had enough. This back and forth with liking somebody is OVER.

That one line was the last straw for me.

I can't believe he's the last person I'm going to like for a very long time.

I am swearing off any feelings for anybody for YEARS.

I can't have this happen again and again and again--and God knows how much it has hurt in the past.

I am ( Read more... )

Half of last week I spent hunched over a toilet bowl puking my guts out. I don't know if it was food poisoning or whatever but I am pretty sure I completely emptied out my digestive system in every physically possible way and then some.

Serves me right for believe Lucy Torres when she said pineapple juice is like flushing your body. In the three ( Read more... )

Growing up, when I'd have arguments with my parents and they'd get exasperated trying to answer my incessant "WHY?!" questions, they would always always always resort to answering with, "When you have your own kids, you'll understand," or "I hope your kids do this to you to!" Even when it didn't make sense, that was their last reply. And it was ( Read more... )

Last school year, I jumped on the senior wave and did everything my batchmates were doing as graduation approached. I went to Blue Roast, went to early exams, had the yearbook pictures, walked across the stage during graduation and got my fake diploma, et cetera. But I wasn't leaving naman. Pero nakisali pa rin naman ako. So, eksena, eksena, ( Read more... )

What Maria Camille Jimenez Mirasol Means
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While I was watching, you did a slow dissolve.

Life in slow motion, somehow it don't feel real.

I wish I could find the words to describe what last year was like for me. It was supposed to be a wonderful new start. Things were supposed to change. Some people were supposed to finally find God and finally get their acts together. I'm supposed to have ( Read more... )

I don't know if its the threat of having to succumb or surrender to a completely sugarfree, junk-free, fat-free lifestyle that has been driving me to make irrational decisions, but I know I'm paying the physical consequences. Anyhoo ( Read more... )

I am so sick of my life right now. I am sick of being jolted awake by the sound of tension and turmoil. I hate my classes and how they are so f*cking un-motivating and how the teacher just stands there in the front lecturing on and on and on and on... And I keep thinking to myself... why?? WHY?? WHY?!?!?!?!??! And then I doze off ( Read more... )

Ang sarap uminom at maglasing! Woohooo!
Happy Birthday to my hot, sexy, magandang Tuguegaraon babe, Kars! Keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees!

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I guess I really shouldn't care, right? I mean, I don't know how I feel about it naman, and people have choices, so I can't selfishly ask for something when it should be chosen freely.

Eck. Wrong grammar. Ewan na. ( Read more... )

I like to think that I'm a pretty perceptive person. I can notice certain things and predict that something might happen between two people... romance, for example. And I find that I'm usually right ( Read more... )