I think not positive but think i have made the decision to not come back to calvin. I will pack up and go home for the summer and after that we will see where i end up. I fucked myself over when i was a freshmen and for me there is no way i can made up for lost time. I have no reason to stay as of right now. I dont like michigan and i never ( Read more... )

I think i am almost at a loss for words. the person that i was supposed to be living with is not gonna be going here next year aka i need to work on new living arangments but i really do not know if i am going to be here either and this isnt helping. I would like more than anthing to not have to come back. so on some level my decision is made i ( Read more... )

Can someone please just tell me what to do....... i would really appericate it.

1. Stay at calvin and switch my major ( Read more... )

Alright so the lesson of the day kids is that you should not just give your phone number out to random guys in a bar or anywhere else... haha because well then apparetnly they call you..kinda in a bit of an awkard situation right now with all of this..... anyhow moral of the story dont make out with peopel in bars and def dont give your number out ( Read more... )

I apparently picked the completly wrong day to travel but for me thats nothing new i went to NYC last friday and it took me about 9 hours to get there but its all good i rolled into Manhatten around 11:34 exactly at night and then took the subway to brooklyn and went to my sisteres house and arrived around 12:30am. I was pretty much just glad to ( Read more... )

Today i started counseling again... i am with a different person than i was last time but i like him a lot better than the last guy. however it still scares the shit out of me but it we well and i am glad that i went ( Read more... )

I can not believe that it is the end of january almost... i go back to school really soon and that is going to be hard becasue this whole healing process is taking a lot longer than i had anticipated. so my surgey was exactly 1 month ago today and i still pretty much can not do anything. I am supposed to fly back next sunday but i still can not ( Read more... )

ok kids so here my story goes... i went to the doctor today and wow did we find out a lot of things i am not even sure where to start.  so since last october when we discovered that i had a cyst i have been really sick ever since then.  Today we have discovered why over a year later what has been making me so sick.  which is good.  I have had ( Read more... )

SO kids its time for finals i am going home in 3 days i am taking 4 finals in this time and writing a 15 page paper i have yet to start and also oh yes just to make life a little bit more interesting i also have a statistics project to do that i do not understand but i am fully confident that it will all get done. So yes i am getting like a D in ( Read more... )