so its four in the morning. this is where i stop and pat myself on the back for stating the obvious. i ran into this racist little punk today. i just want to smash those people's faces in ( Read more... )

well, seems only two of my friends still update, and those are two who never read this stuff. how wonderful. movin in two months. graduating in 2 days. going completely insane in two minutes.

so doctors get paid pretty well right? which i think i should. i mean they have a huge responsibility. our lives are put into their hands a countless amount of times ( Read more... )

"catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away ( Read more... )

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im not really in a recumbent mood. i dont really know what that word means ( Read more... )

got my first ticket. woopdedoo. isnt that exciting? im updating, why? i have no clue. sitting here watching the simpsons. poor ralph with a hole in his basket thinks that he keeps finding an egg. yells yay, bend over to pick it up, egg falls through the hole, he thinks he sees another one. repeats step one. kind of makes me sad....

senior quote by the way. but yeah. i have returned it seems. i no longer live in the library which kind of saddens me. i liked the feeling i got when i was in there. surrounded by books. i dont know. im strange. i feel a little better. ive started ranting in notebooks again. it seems to help. i go back and read though and i sound totally psychotice ( Read more... )

ya know what

i give up

completely

as of now i am totally shutting myself off from everybody.

everything still feels so empty.

damn it all to hell.

im tired of trying.

everything is bringing up bad memories.

and my life is full of them.

sad thing is im not even an adult yet.

god have mercy.

thank you and good night.

so basically...life kinna sucks rite now. once again i dont know why. im ready for my highschool career to come to an end. my grandmothers become more protective than ever. i think i should go to the doctor. a lot of bruises have been showing up lately. i dont know where they're coming from. they wont go away. haha i look so abused. but whatever. ( Read more... )