so, i dont know ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU ALL.
blahhhhh
i cant get drunk, dude.
and it sucks.
and people are fucking dicks sometimes and im getting psychobitchy.
agggggggggggggggggggggggh.

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so, the wedding is finally over ( Read more... )

i am so tired ( Read more... )

hm. today i was out shopping for the wedding with my sis alllllll day.
came home and watched Natural Born Killers with elaine and dawn; damn good movie.
ack i have to go clean up ravens moms house tommorrow, which sucks, but it was inevitable. the time had to come.
*sigh*
now, im off to clean my room.
damn, i hate cleaning. oh well. part of life, i

so, last night was ok. andrew, my dad, and i just sat around and chilled. listened to music, then watched Out of Time.
had to come home fucking early this morning, that sucked.
i got back my Tori Amos Under the Pink cd from my dad, but he wants me to burn him a copy ( Read more... )

FUCK I AM HUNGRY.
my sister's wedding is on saturday, and "because she is so stressed" she refuses to go to the grocery store.
its been about a month and a half now.
this is bullshit.
she is supposed to care for my basic needs (ie food and shelter) and my needs are not being met, and im pissed.
food sounds really good right now....
:(

oh man ( Read more... )

fuckinghell.
i got up at 7 this morning and went out in the yard to do landscaping for nancy's wedding present, and it blew.
i worked for four hours. my muscles are so sore.
just woke up again and realized that i have absolutley no money, no cigarettes, and i am without a ride to the show tonight.
*sigh*
somethings gotta give, man.