I'm about to lose control. I don't know why you need some reason to feel lost inside. You know that I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles. I don't do excuses. Don't yell in my face, you don't even know a thing I feel inside By the look in my eye you think I'm just fine but I might need you to hold me tight.
It's funny how ( Read more... )

This weekend was semi-uneventful. Friday night my parents went to Barona so I had some people over and so many crazy ass things happened. I had a rave...little swopester got naughty with Erica...I smashed some bitches head on the counter when she tried to hit the line, then on the fridge, and wall...hot coco visited us...Jess was digging through my ( Read more... )

So the last two days have been JAM PACKED full of stuff...I am so damn tired! Yesterday Natalie woke me up and Katie and Pace came over and we had a trashy pool party and we wore mismatching bathingsuits and such. Then we watched Zoolander and oh man that movie is pure comedy..."What is this...a school for ANTS! It has to be at least...3 times this ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty awesome, chillin' with the ladies and such. Friday I hung out with Lil' Davis for a little while and then went to dinner with Kate, Ash, and Jess B. After that we went to Derek's house for his graduation party...that was fun, saw a lot of people I haven't seen in a while and that sort of thing. Saturday I woke up with some ( Read more... )

Melissa's life as of now:

-I'm a senior...I hope this year lasts forever

-Friends are good, tension is growing...trying to break it

-Getting judged on every little thing sucks

-Can't deal with my feelings, and its always fun getting constantly bitched at for it when I am trying to help myself right now

-Everyone keeps saying how awesome this summer ( Read more... )

 Didn't do much this weekend because most of the girls were way too cool and they went camping. Friday Me, Jess R, Jess B, and Whittney hung out and went to Barona because it was the only thing happening..and it wasn't even that happening, but it's ok we mad it fun. I proposed to my one true love Jessica Talula Bradley right in the middle of the ( Read more... )

Not much has happened recently...school's almost over and summers gonna be long and hot. Loving the time I spend with my lady friends as always, but most of them are leaving for the weekend camping trip so it's gonna be me and Jess all weekend! We are gonna have an awesome time even though we really only have friday...oh well.

***And I will flail ( Read more... )

This 3 day weekend was awesome and much needed, thanks ladies.

CrAzY Neighbors: Melissa's system is far too awesome. "The 90-year old wants to fight"

Attacking Ash and handcuffing her to the ceiling while we froad...gotta wear the hats.

The dog has fleas? Well what the hell's he doing on the couch?

Drive-in's...are you drunk off the Red Bull? ( Read more... )

Your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
I sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet

First comes heavy breathing
Staring at the ceiling
what will happen next 
I don't wanna know 
I don't wanna know

I never cared how i dressed before
but I cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated in a while but so much has happend it's REDICULOUS! Thursday night I had work and then Shane came and visited me and we stayed up until 1 talking...on a school night, it was a good talk though, right boyfriend? ;-) Then Friday was AWESOME!!! After school me and Jessi B went shopping for almost 3 hours, then Me, Ash, Jess, Kt ( Read more... )