hey, i haven't made an entry in a while. basically, i'm coming home this week. I'm going to nicoles house first so i won't be back till monday, but if anyones up for going out monday night with me and nicole then leave me a comment. As i need to show her a good time in loughton/debden/harlow/london area

meery christmas

very drunk, always a good time to update ( Read more... )

i have to say i've been having a fucking great time this past month. i don't feel it would be possible for me to live at home with my parents again (not long term anyway). it's so much easier to be myself here. not to mention far more entertaining. the other day a lorry crashed into the bridge right outside the halls - twat. Friday night matt's ( Read more... )

i have what has been deemed as freshers flu. its ucks balls. i missed all my lectures today coz of this damn thing! quite bad ( Read more... )

"long way from home ( Read more... )

got my first real piece of work and at first glance i was ready to give up straight away, but after reading through it a few times its really not that hard to understand. i should start to read moll flanders but George said it was extremely waffly. i went to see George in his room and hes sucha lucky bastard. he's got a corner room and coz harry ( Read more... )

things are looking up on the uni front now, it's only the work that i'm finding deppressing and i havn't even started yet ( Read more... )

you think things get easier as you get older but they just get more surreal and difficult. it's only when i'm alone i think of everything i've left behind and i feel that homesickness that is really overwhelming sometimes. I haven;t been on my own for such a long time, but when i'm with other people i'm able to block those feelings out so i spend ( Read more... )

serenity

to accept the things i cannot change
the courage to change the things i can
and the wisdom to know the difference

i'm feeling very apprehensive and disorientated these past couple of days, i put it down to conflicting emotions. Every part of my being knows i want to go away and will not be satisfied until i do. I need to leave, for my own sanity. Then there's the things you hear and read in the papers. About degrees meaning jackshit these days and other people ( Read more... )