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Jan 24, 2005 00:58

hm. i kind of want to make this post long, because i know i wont be updating for awhile.
anyways,

i found out i was moving. that was a shock. i mean im really happy and deathly excited to get out of this hell hole im living in, but u know, just a shock.
i am starting up ballet again, which is gunna be a thrill. i mean im not as flexible as i used to be. oh well. thats why they have beginners classes. grose.
i was also greatly inspired to start playing the acoustic guitar. i dont know why but it seems like i dream about just being able to pick it up, and play something, not anything special, but something.
yeah. well, this past month was pretty hectic with finals and all. but i really truly dont think it was all that bad. i survived.
i dont know if i like my school. i mean i dont think like alot of kids do like their school, but it seems to me as if i do the same thing over and over every day, and it hasnt changed. im jsut plain sick of it, and the sad part is is that the year is only half way through.
i got in a fight with my grandpa. wow. arent grandpa's supposed to be all nice and cuddly and sweet? yeah. not mine.oh the joy of my family. i kind of feel sorry for him though, because he thinks that he's mr. almighty and powerful, because back in his day he on "the golde gloves" for boxing, and played ucla football, and i mean he is still 6'5'' and scary, but he has knee problems, so most of the time he's sitting in his chair, watching t.v., and i dont think that he actualy gets that i'm not scared of him, i mean it might be wrong of me to stick up for myself, but he has no right to call me lazy,especially when he's the one sitting in the chair, watching t.v., having my grandma cook him 3 gourmet meals a day. i dont feel sorry for him at all.
ew. i am utterly completely sick of tyler hilton. next time i see him, which will be like soon, im going to kick him. hes trying to act all innocent like "ohh look at me im just some poor little boy from palm springs" and then when he goes on trl, "oh my gosh what are all of theese people doing here? how do they know my name? im so special blah blah blah" im sick of it. he knows he's famous now. and he's trying to act like its a surprise to him. its okay though, me and molly will beat him up. and we're going to totally like be mean to him, and like talk with curtis the whole time, instead of tyler.. tee-hee. its a good plan.
yeah this post is quite long, but tha only about 1/3295834 of the crap thats going on in my life.
im sitting here at 1:24 in the morning, wide awake because mariesa and i woke up at 2:30 pm, so i've only been up for like 11 hours. im so screwed up.
oh yeah, im going to hawaii in 12 days. that will be fun. i really need to get away, and i think that hawaii is the best place for that. we have a condo there so it will be so relaxing. just to lay out on the beach, no one to bother you, no cell phone, no computer (thank god) just me, my mom, my sis, my aunt, and cousin, having fun in hawaii. that will be the best.

well i think i should go to bed. im kind of getting tired.

im sorry if taht was really long and annoying. i just needed to clear some thoughts.
hey, why dont you comment?

ciao ciao*
dani
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