i find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in wich i'm dieing are the best i've ever had

[miss_kitty1503]

had to go home this weekend to work. it was the last weekend of the year. kinda glad its over, kinda sad i wont see these people for at least a few months if at all. no anual halloween party this year cus my manager isn't a good organizer. it would have been nice to have an official get together to say bye to everyone and wish them a good winter.

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[ampriskitsune]

*hugs and offers a shoulder* Stay strong, Stephie..

[miss_kitty1503]

sometimes i wish i could just forget i ever knew them or that i was even related to them. *sigh*

[rayebs]

*holds

[miss_kitty1503]

*sigh* i know. its just really hard to admit defeat. going that way is admitting that there is no way of us getting back together. once that ball starts rolling there is no turning back. i know something needs to happen and soon but finaly admitting that i couldn't do it and that someone else needs to step in feels like failure. i will do something, i have to, even if it breaks us up, so that things can start to get better. i know i've got to do something. i'm just not sure what is the best way.

[aoineko13]

i'm here if you ever need some one to talk to. i'm not close enough to offer my sholder, but if i were, it's all yours.

and i've gotta agree with raye on this one... there isn't anything you can do on your own, perhaps some outside help would be good.

anyway, feel free to contact me when ever you feel like it.

[miss_kitty1503]

*hugs* thanks hun

[aoineko13]

no problem... *many huggles*

any time i'm online, i can listen

[greenf8]

i could be way out in left field but if allow you sister and brother to know you care, and your willing to listen whenever they need, you've done all you can. It may not seem like much they might not let you but as long as your willing to accept them for they choose and let them know you believe they can be better, that is all you can do.