i got my dress FINALLY for the bar mitzvah on saturday, i went tonight with sam and devon after getting lost to pick them up at their banquet. we spent like 1 hour in bloomingdales when we only had 45 minutes for the whole trip. the place looked as dirty as my room looks after making one of your famous movies. the dress i picked out was one that ( Read more... )

we lost another one..and on our way to losing one more.

i feel lost, like i don't know who i am anymore or who my friends are? it seems like everything has changed so much so quickly and i don't know what to do about it; like the world revolves around me but i stand still. i wish i could slow the circle down a little bit so things wouldn't happen so fast, or at least so i could catch up a little.

i just had a driver lesson with a woman who came half an hour late and then went on to say my skirt looked like it was made of rags, that i was a rich brat because i am from the Main Line. She then took me to see all these random people's houses like the guy who invented liposection. SHe then told me taht she was going to help me cheat by giving ( Read more... )

i can't stand myself right now. my parents give me everything possible. a nice home, food, shelter, freedom, love, everything, and i do nothing in return. the entire day all i can think about was how much i want to confess to everything but i know that i can't. it pains me to see my parents congratulate me on good grades or how clean my room is or ( Read more... )

i can't believe how well this weekend went. with my parents away, there were so many things that could have gone wrong trying to take that to its full advantage. using the car all of friday was amazing and then saturday, trying to get out of sam's house and into mine without being caught was soo difficult yet some how all came together. After a ( Read more... )

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its sad to see my start off with a bad habit early. he asked me to get him stuff to get high with today...thats sad when its your brother and he's 12

i just got fired. rachel and i walked in to Liz lovely for work and Dan pulled us into the office and was like oke we don't need you today and we are cutting down. i'm making the list for workers for next week and you're probably not going to be on it. but here's the money for what you've done and thanks! we didn't even get that we got fired until ( Read more... )

jake and abbe just left. it is so unfair that i was just getting over camp when they had to come. they made me realize how much i miss my camp friends and how much i wish i was with them. my friendships with them is so pure and true that i know that would be able to confide in them and feel complete trust in them. its amazing that jake visited for ( Read more... )