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[miss_marley]

You know when you get to that point when you can't find peace anymore? Like, even taking a day to yourself, lying in bed and watching movies and eating chocolates/grilled cheese doesn't soothe you anymore? Or spending a day doing nothing with friends? I'm always filled with should-do's and could-do's. So much that I feel guilty about saying no or

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[katydid_]

i have the same problem a lot of the time. I`m constantly worried about something so trying to just do nothing leaves me feeling guilty for not being productive or just with worried thoughts of whatever is bothering me that day. and i definitely for some reason have the need to create a justification for EVERY single action i take...like i have to convince an imaginary person that what i`m doing isn`t complete nonsense (man, does that sound absolutely insane?)i wish i could tell you i have a magical answer... or even a decent tip... but i don`t

[miss_marley]

Yeah man, you got 'er bang on. I hope what i'm thinking isn't more twisted than what you're thinking- cause my thoughts are usually a lot more twisted than those of the people I communicate with. Or maybe they're too afraid to admit their twistedness to themselves?
Anyhoo, thanks for the support buddy. Its good to have someone on your own level during these times.