self esteem...rock bottom.

this is going to be a whole lot of crap im not sure you will want to read, but i gotta get it all out.

i feel like crap. im not happy. well i am but at the moment im not. im lonely, and i dont know how to meet new people to help my lonely situation. i just want someone there to care about me, no questions asked. i know ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure mum and dad will be gone by the end of the year.
I think they are going to build up there to get what they want.
I think i've come to the conclusion it will be better for me to rent for a wwhile then buy straight out.
So i'm in the process of looking for a little duplex to live in. I've found a few, but its all depends on when mum and ( Read more... )

Mum and dad got back a day early from their holiday thing.
They went up to QLD, they left on thursday at lunch. Dad had to go up there for some field day thing or something up there.
I got home from doing a little grocery shopping, and I was shocked to see them home.

Then it all started.
"We've found a block of land."
"You can see the mountions ( Read more... )

got a message from caey at 2am this morning ( Read more... )

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Gah, what to update with, what to update with ( Read more... )

dont ask me what the title means, cos honestly i have no friggin idea either ( Read more... )

I have posted this else where also, but hey. i need to share ( Read more... )

Stolen from Kelsi ( Read more... )

went out to the pub for a bit last night. lyd rang me at 9:45pm and said that the footy had finished and that they were at caseys deciding what they were going to do. so she said to come up and whatever. so i got there about 10, and they had decided to go to the pub for a bit. so that was pretty cool. hadnt been out for a while. fuck there were ( Read more... )