oxy friend or enemy its different every time ( Read more... )

making a play list for my endless bike riding trips around benicia ( Read more... )

relationships are gross.

i am weirdo for doing some of the things i do. oh well.

leaving for oregon. soon. i need time too think about what i want to do with my life.

because what i am doing now doesn't work. i am just not the normal college type of girl.

spent my life savings on something worthless. surprise surprise.

i hate being lost. HATTTTE.

i think its disgusting believing and trusting if i gave a fuck there would be nothing for me to lose ( Read more... )

sick of never being anyones number one.

another wasted day of sleeping.

another lonely night with movies.

french quarter is tomorrow. not really excited but i will make myself go.

im in need of human contact.

im deleting this thing.

Tonight was too intense.

holy shit.

I hate my life.

I'm a complete mess.

I'm tired.

world, I am le tired.

oh wow...its here ( Read more... )