It is over. Done. I can't do it anymore. I can't trust her, and she doesn't love me enough to deserve me. My heart is broken, and I honestly don't think she really cares.
i saw her today and officially ended it. i'm moving out on sunday. it just hurts so much. i can barely even get through work. i got drunk the other night, and only felt worse. my mom even surprised me by holding me while i cried. i guess its obvious to everyone (except her) that i feel truly awful. i don't think i've ever felt this sad. i don't know how to deal with it. being alone makes me crazy. i'm taking too many sleeping pills. i'm not trying to be dramatic, but the pain is palpable. i spent nearly three years trying to get her to love me like i love her, and i feel like a fool.
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Like the Sofi said. Cell phone is ready, but I get the feeling you're working.
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