its been a long while since my last post. i've got quite a bit to get off my chest. pardon the pity party, and if you are not wanting to partake, feel free to skip over it
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i wouldn't take back a moment of my life. i might like to forget a few, but its life.
/tilts head to one side... i think i need to not be in love for a while.
but i'll see your ice cream and raise you an iced coffee. there's nothing better than an iced coffee on a cold, cloudy, quiet day, where it seems like you and the weather are just waiting for something to happen.
Wait. There was something after that tilt that seemed important.
And as for the post, well, if I haven't commented sooner, it's because of what we talked about that night. Like I said, I always believe what you tell me. And you told me you wanted me to do something. And I believed it, and I tried to do that.
And then we stopped being stupid, at least for a while.
I have no idea, actually, what is good for me. I want very much to be in love, so much that it crushes me. And that's bad, because I fall in love too easily. Or so I keep telling myself. I seem to throw myself into harm's way... Or at least, I throw myself in to what seemed like a good idea at the time, and then I go and destroy it. Self-destructive gasoline.
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Be selfish with yourself, too.
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Stand up and be proud you're in those memories.
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Fall is almost here.
When it gets cold during the autumn, I'll get you an icecream.
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/tilts head to one side... i think i need to not be in love for a while.
but i'll see your ice cream and raise you an iced coffee. there's nothing better than an iced coffee on a cold, cloudy, quiet day, where it seems like you and the weather are just waiting for something to happen.
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And as for the post, well, if I haven't commented sooner, it's because of what we talked about that night. Like I said, I always believe what you tell me. And you told me you wanted me to do something. And I believed it, and I tried to do that.
And then we stopped being stupid, at least for a while.
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