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[miss_monrobot]

its cool how no matter how much I try, or how hard I push I can never be first priority in anyones life.

especially in the life of the one who I thought mattered the most.

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[bex7]

Sweety, you shouldn't have to try to be first priority. It is really hard for most ppl to make anything first priority in their life. Are you up there though? As long as you're up there then you should be happy. But the main point I'm trying to make is that you shouldn't have to try. You either are up there or there is something wrong. But I'd also like to point out that there have been a bizzillion bulletins on myspace about how happy he makes you. So, with these things on the table, is there really something wrong?

[miss_monrobot]

he does make me happy, when he finds time for me. Thats what I hate.
I dont want to feel like Im a bother, and half the time I feel like Im in the way of the things he really wants to get done.

when he does make me happy its wonderful, but most of the time, I dont feel that great on the inside.