so i havent actually updated this in a while. Ive been ill with the flu, still got a bit of it left ( Read more... )

so since i was ill it would seem ive passed a virus around the house and my dad has just gotten over the worst of it...but now i have it back. Ive never experienced anything so painful. Its hard to describe what it feels like but i can say it leaves me screaming in excrutiating pain and wanting to be sick, sometimes i want to be sick and theres ( Read more... )

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I met up with a friend from college yesterday and we went to wetherspoons for lunch and drinks. I have to admit it was great fun spending the day with her and i hope we can do it again soon <333 ( Read more... )

so ive just come back from the hospital....AGAIN!!! Basically i was vomitting repeatedly and they said to go back if that happened so i did. I was the only one there and there was 4 people working....took an HOUR to see me...fuckin disgusting..oh and it gets worse ( Read more... )

So lets forget all the bullshit thats gone on over the last week or 2 and lemme update you on how I am lol. Ok so saturday morning at 5am i woke up in tears and collapsed to the bathroom floor in pain. I tried to convince myself its just a monthly pain...FUCK THAT this was WAYYYYYYYYYYY worse seriously. 4 hours later and its STILL there making me ( Read more... )

ive come to realise that no matter what happens in life..its always MY fault. I could be miles away from the problem but it all falls back on being MY fault. Today has been another shit day, yesterday was just as bad. Yesterday was me just drinking myself stupid in my room and curling up to sleep early. Today ive been spoken to like shit again and ( Read more... )

I havent updated this in a while..partly coz ive had too many problems to deal with to have time to just sit down and type. For the first time in a long time, yesterday i cried myself to sleep. Alot of things have hurt me over the past week but yesterday some things were said to me that beat all of what has happened over that week. Yesterday i ( Read more... )

went to subculture last night...i was expecting it to be rather shit but it was actually a really good night out, despite that a few people never bothered showing up. Got amazingly drunk on £1.50 drinks haha which you had 3 to choose from..carling, vodka red bull and a vodka VS alcopop. I mixed all 3, more fun that way. Got to see my old friend ( Read more... )

im going to Fort Lauderdale for 2 weeks...starting february 10th 2007 until then 24th :D:D me, mel and barry booked it like a few nights ago...thought id share it with you all :)