So not okay ever

May 29, 2009 11:35


When I finally see my chance to log in today it's because my husband is sick with the flu and in bed and unable to check up on me. Will delete cookies and paths or whatitscalled later :/

I'm doing better, I think. Except that I haven't recieved my paycheck for last month or this yet, dammit.
But I'm eating. I guess people consider that good.
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sapphire_110 May 29 2009, 15:26:24 UTC
hi there. haven't seen you on in a while.
i'm sorry you haven't been feeling too great lately. i hope things ease up over the weekend.
take care!

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thunderthighs73 May 29 2009, 18:49:18 UTC
you sound just like me...lover and hater of food. food is both damnation and salvation. and only when the number on the scale get lower do you feel like you are allowed to be happy.
i've been going through the processes entailed in getting therapy (yet again..) but am not where you are with therapist in place. it makes me think, because you and i are quite similar, that i will also struggle with what exactly the purpose is... to gain and be happy? to be ok without eating? i dunno.
my heart goes out to you, and i hope your hubby gives you a bit more space so i can sorta follow your treatment as i am headed in the same direction.
peace love harmony and strength to you, love. <3

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