Stupid calorie stress!!!

[miss_obese]

350, it's not that much, right? 
350 and mostly it was milk and salad and like a tiny slize of tuna meat.
So why do I panic, why the fuck do I keep panicking?
I had SO MUCH yesterday, and I drank and I walked a lot.
And then came late night, and then came purge. Mostly acid tho. Dammit.
I so want to be okay with eating
I so do
I wish I COULD stop

Comments

[shoegal808]

350 is hardly anything! Don't panic hun. That's seriously nothing. I hope you feel better soon. What would you say to me right now if I were panicking about having 350 calories? You'd say "Jes, that is nothing. please try and have something else. You need more calories to function properly. TAKE CARE" So that's what I'm saying to you. I wish you didn't obsess either. I wish none of us did. I've been telling everyone this lately, get rid of your scales!! Hide them for a couple of weeks or something and see how you go. I broke mine and I feel amazing without them. There's no pressure, no expectations, no guilt. I feel so free haha. I love you, dearest. Look after yourself. xxxxxx

[thunderthighs73]

i know how you feel, sweetheart. the obsessing is the part that is the most tormwenting to me. like you don'thave control over how much you think about food and all things related to food and bodies. it's like being posessed.
take a deep breath. try to think about what it would be like to not have a body that needs food and maintaing. try to think how you would be with yourself then. relax. we are not just food and fat machines. we are souls, yeah?
love you, honey.