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So after the dance..Draco and I had sex.Sex is Sex, but this was so much different.And I dont know if it was good different.I miss Blaise. Apparently he's with Chloe now..shes a lucky girl.A very lucky girl.I want to be with him so bad, but now I'm with Draco and it doesnt feel right.But if Blaise is happy with Chloe..then I should let him be happy, right?
He drowns in his dreams An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as dumb as he seems And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right It just ain’t right Oh when I don’t know
I don’t know what he's after But he's so beautiful Such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on Through the tears and the laughter Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disaster
His magical myth As strong as with I believe A tragedy with More damage than a soul should see And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him Hold on tight Hold on tight Oh cuz I don’t know I don’t know what he’s after But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on Through the tears and the laughter Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disasterI'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical Im waiting for some kind of miracle Hes soft to the touch But afraidatthend he breaks
He’s never enough Andstill leaves more than I can take
Oh cuz I don’t know Idon’t know what he’s after Buthe's so beautiful Suchabeautiful disaster Andif I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughterWould it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster...He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster