oh fuck.
stoned.
tanked. 
talked.
walked.
shopped.
ate. (eated)
looked.
(for the VCR)
stole. (stoled.)
(the one from my bro)
watched.
(mean girls that it)
LOST. (losted.)
( my friends )
name calling (name called.)
LEZBOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you werent dykes iwould have said that????
fucked.
HAH!
kissed.
danced. (almost)

I GOT A TOP SCORE ON THE GUITAR ( Read more... )

OMG!!!

my room is so hott

Tonight i made a headband
It is really shitty
But i like the material.
Apparently we aren't allowed to wear headbands to school anymore? Like, including the girls
So we all decided to wear them tomorrow for picture day.
Now i need an outfit.

i hate clothes.
i dont have any good ones.
tonight i have decided to not sleep again and im going to do something ( Read more... )

today was better.
me and erin put on really bright pink lipgloss
we're hott.
i started drawing my portrait but i have messed up lips and gave up
so i just sit in class and do nothing.

FUCK FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM 18 YEARS OLD
just because you guys get up to go somewhere in the morning, doesnt mean kyle has to leave at fucking ELEVEN O'CLOCK.
dads been going to work all summer and kyle always stayed late.

it doesnt even make any fucking sense. i tried to be reasonable, i tried to negotiate
"Well Kyle can leave through the garage ( Read more... )

THEYRE HIRING AT STAPLES NOWWWWWWW
i want a job there SOOOOOOO badly but my resume sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks
i cant make it sound smart 
because im not smart
im going to go apply 
and im going to be dissapointed.

i went to work today, signed in and found out that im NOT working
so i got REALLY pissed and just left
because i didn't want to wait the ( Read more... )

well if i could draw, i would actually draw in portfolio class
i like that class because the people in it are fun
and also don't want to draw during class

and i love comm.tech i dont even care that i sit by myself
i have a blast and i have made so many pics so far!
and i found THE coolest thing to make ever
its going to be so sweet

and after school ( Read more... )

well school is like the most awkward thing ever
well only the first day becuase like im so old
it literally felt like i was a giant and everyone else were normal sized
talk about being out of place
Coming back was the biggest mistake of my life
i wish i had have been ready to leave last year

its not so bad anymore.
i dont like talking to people so i dont ( Read more... )

First period spare..
REALLY not looking forward on going to school in an hour
I forgot until now...
i hate it.
Even if it's gonna be so easy.

i should be in university right now...
Not in highschool still.
This really does suck.

especially since nikki is mad at me and hates me...
again. we have the same spare.

*sighs*.....*sighs*
i can't even think of ( Read more... )

and again
last night, another disaster
would it make things better if my brain was removed from my head?
i'd probably start making a little more sense
because i wouldn't have to think
and  go crazy
and mess things up?

yesterday, with all the people buying shit to go to the cottage, made me realize

YOU ARE THE BIGGEST LOSER IN THE ENTIRE WORLD
IT'S THE LONG ( Read more... )