It's truely the end of an era......
as I can say with 100% certainty that I will never speak to Max again. For those of you who are seriously shocked and/or curious as to why, the letter I sent him & posted behind the lj below should pretty much says it all.
Max,
I hope you haven’t already put my check for $300 in the mail, because I want the total amount you owe me all at once. Technically that’s $450, but when I think about it, you owe me so much more than the money. You owed me the courtesy & respect to tell me, like I always asked, if you began to get interested in someone. After everything I’ve done for you, you could’ve done the one thing that I’ve ever asked of you. Since you didn’t even have one bit of common decency, or common sense for that matter, to do so, I want it all right now & could care less if you overdraft your account or can’t pay bills. You’ve been at Council House for months & had to have known you were interested in this girl. You could’ve told me before New Year’s or your birthday, & I still would’ve hung out with you both times, minus the sex but as friends, what I thought we were above everything else. You could’ve even told me about it the week I came home. Yes, I’d be upset for a bit, but eventually I’d remember what a great friend & overall, person you were & be your friend again. Yet the fact that you never said a word about her before, & then waited an hour into our conversation that night to do so, is so fucking ignorant & disrespectful to me, know now that we’ll never speak again. In one day this girl finds out she’s not at Council House anymore, goes on your “first date” to yoga, knows that not even 2 weeks before you had sex with me, & still has sex with you. Someone like that is so worth treating me like you did or are you just too stupid to comprehend how bad you messed up? Yes, I called her classless & trashy, but as they say, if it walks like a duck, & talks like a duck, it’s a duck. And who the fuck you think you are to hang up on me after I said what I did? Yet then I thought about it & wasn’t mad because I know that the truth hurts, doesn’t it? And the truth is that you threw away so much, you treated me like a piece of trash, just so you could play around in the junkyard. The fact that you couldn’t act like a grown man & talk to me while I was understandably upset or even answer the phone when I called back shows that like I always said, you really aren’t the typical guy. Only I used to think you were so much better & now I know otherwise. You couldn’t understand all those people who told me to just cut you off completely. You said they didn’t understand “us,” we’ve been through so much & will always be there for each other as friends no matter what. Well, I’ve had a lot of friends in life & not one has ever done anything that comes close to this. So basically, all those times you’d cry to me, calling yourself a loser, you were absolutely right. You just lost it all, & the only time I’ll ever give a thought to you again is the day I wonder if you’ve finally realized in the long run, exactly how bad you fucked not me, but yourself over, and you did it for absolutely nothing.
Max,
I hope you haven’t already put my check for $300 in the mail, because I want the total amount you owe me all at once. Technically that’s $450, but when I think about it, you owe me so much more than the money. You owed me the courtesy & respect to tell me, like I always asked, if you began to get interested in someone. After everything I’ve done for you, you could’ve done the one thing that I’ve ever asked of you. Since you didn’t even have one bit of common decency, or common sense for that matter, to do so, I want it all right now & could care less if you overdraft your account or can’t pay bills. You’ve been at Council House for months & had to have known you were interested in this girl. You could’ve told me before New Year’s or your birthday, & I still would’ve hung out with you both times, minus the sex but as friends, what I thought we were above everything else. You could’ve even told me about it the week I came home. Yes, I’d be upset for a bit, but eventually I’d remember what a great friend & overall, person you were & be your friend again. Yet the fact that you never said a word about her before, & then waited an hour into our conversation that night to do so, is so fucking ignorant & disrespectful to me, know now that we’ll never speak again. In one day this girl finds out she’s not at Council House anymore, goes on your “first date” to yoga, knows that not even 2 weeks before you had sex with me, & still has sex with you. Someone like that is so worth treating me like you did or are you just too stupid to comprehend how bad you messed up? Yes, I called her classless & trashy, but as they say, if it walks like a duck, & talks like a duck, it’s a duck. And who the fuck you think you are to hang up on me after I said what I did? Yet then I thought about it & wasn’t mad because I know that the truth hurts, doesn’t it? And the truth is that you threw away so much, you treated me like a piece of trash, just so you could play around in the junkyard. The fact that you couldn’t act like a grown man & talk to me while I was understandably upset or even answer the phone when I called back shows that like I always said, you really aren’t the typical guy. Only I used to think you were so much better & now I know otherwise. You couldn’t understand all those people who told me to just cut you off completely. You said they didn’t understand “us,” we’ve been through so much & will always be there for each other as friends no matter what. Well, I’ve had a lot of friends in life & not one has ever done anything that comes close to this. So basically, all those times you’d cry to me, calling yourself a loser, you were absolutely right. You just lost it all, & the only time I’ll ever give a thought to you again is the day I wonder if you’ve finally realized in the long run, exactly how bad you fucked not me, but yourself over, and you did it for absolutely nothing.