i am in lerfffff with dr batsell (head of the psych department at K).  he's just being really cool about all the stuff i have to do this summer.  oh, batty batsell, you're such a card!

yesterday i realized that i will be wearing booty shorts all the time at my house this year at K.  booty shorts, as in dancing shorts.  they're just so damn ( Read more... )

i will see christopher ian scott in a few hours and im pretty damn excited.  i haven't seen him since february.  FEBRUARY!  waaaay to long to not see your best friend.  and this will only be the third time i've seen him in 11 months.  holy shit.

nevermind, im a dumbass.  i saw him in may. god.

either way im excited and it's helping me NOT be ( Read more... )

goddamnit im caught in the past!
why did she have to bring up such a thing, why why why?

dont you love how your parents can tell creepy shit about you?
such as my mother knowing my very biggest regret of all time, the one that still makes my lungs feel like theyre closing when i think about it.
well, maybe she didnt know it was the biggest regret, but ( Read more... )

today was pretty great, even though i dropped a bottle of juice at work and started crying.  ha.  i cried over a $3 bottle of juice.  mainly because i had no way to clean up all the glass, but still... a $3 bottle of juice.  tears.

i have officially called back nearly everyone i needed to call back.  this was all done in a matter of about 25 minutes ( Read more... )

SIGNS THAT THINGS ARE GOING WELL:

so we're talking about freshmen year and josh tells me that he had a crush on me then.  which i was unaware of and didn't really believe him because he never really seemed interested in me then.  so in an attempt to prove this,
josh tells me, "i remember when we were in seminar together and you had one of those funny ( Read more... )

i just would like everyone to know that today i met the "EATSOUP" guy.

and i asked him about why his license plate says what it says:
"we own a restaurant!"

tomorrow i plan on discovering myself, defining love, and answering the question of life.

last night was an absolute shitshow.  and even though my mom is really pissed off and for good reasons and even though i did some things i regret, good lord that was fun and i'll probably talk about the ridiculousness that was that night for a loooong time.

i think something like this needed to happen for my mom to lay off.

great stuff:
josh, kat, and ( Read more... )

for some reason, i have found myself to be strangely emotional about kevin leaving tomorrow.  we're just plain awkward around each other.  it's gotten better, he's more normal now and isn't so aloof and distant and judgmental as he used to be, but we will still sit there and fish for things to talk about with each other.  so basically, i'm not so ( Read more... )

i just popped a massive zit and for the first time since jr high, it HIT THE MIRROR.
JACKPOT.

josh! whom i've started to call yoshua, by the way.
nice guys finish first.  that's how i feel about this situation.
he's just such a far cry from begeny.  i mean he drove four hours after a day of work on tuesday to come see me for less than 48 hours and then ( Read more... )

i was at work today for the long shift and i'm, yknow, fruiting along, and i see a car come in and the driver looks like laurel.
as in laurel that goes to K.
as in someone that obviously wouldn't be in traverse city michigan buying fruit at my particular little farmer's market.

BUT IT WAS!
IT WAS LAUREL!
it was INSANE i couldn't even believe my eyes.
i ( Read more... )