I feel so alone.... Here's this Greek myth I had to write for english ( Read more... )

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I'm so down, so drained. It's the weather... It pulls my mood down and it's so cold... The cold is bad during the day. I get goosebumps all the time ( Read more... )

So I guess I'm dwelling on it too much... But I think Gregg is beautiful. He's got these high chhek bone and a delicate figure... Big Ocean colored eyes...Hair like pewter...strong hands... straight nose... He's gorgeous. I wish I had a good picture.

Much Luv,
Tsu-chan

I hate myself. There is almost nothing I like about myself. I am an ugly horrible person. It's a wonder people still bother themselves to care about me. I'm useless... hopeless... helpless. Nobody means to hurt me, but they do anyway, and I can't let go of it. I just want to cover myself in darkness and wait for the world to end and take away ( Read more... )

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I want a Pomme De Sang...

Like Nathaniel...

Or Jason...

Or Micah...

ooo... Micah.

Much Luv,
Tsu-chan

He hasn't spoken to me... Or looked at me...Or acknowledged my existance.... But oh well. I'm ok with that. He looked uber fine to me... *dies* He's so sexy. I want to touch him. Just touch his skin... He's fabulous. *die*

Much Luv and Lust,
Tsu-chan

I can't believe I did that.... I can not believe I gave him that letter. That he took it from my hand.... There was no physical contact.... But still. You know what? He has never uttered a single word to me. Not one word. Not even a sound. Just confused and intrigued looks. It's better than nothing. Can you believe it? Holy shit....

Much Luv, Tsu-

Alright. You guys are gonna be so proud of me. Remember the letter I said I was gonna mail to Gregg? Well.... I brought it to school with me this morning and when he went to his locker I walked over. My Knees were weak, I was so nervous. Very quietly I said, "Excuse me..". He turned around, looking confused and I handed him the letter. He looked ( Read more... )