It's a sea of sadness, and I'm drowning in it

Jan 21, 2004 21:43

Hello there, I know it has been awhile. I just havent had anything to say...but now I do. I am sooo annoyed with the way my life is going. I seriously am at the point where when a problem arises i am just like fuck it. It is like nothing surprises me now...becuase it doesnt. I have been let down by so many people. And it isnt like everyday people ( Read more... )

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Same here... miss_mystery January 21 2004, 19:04:32 UTC
Retta,
I'm glad you only hate me sometimes, but that's because I pick on you so much. I only do it because I LOVE YOU! ;) Anyway, on to the more serious issues at hand...it takes alot for anyone, especially you to get to the "fuck it" point, but after the nerve some people have shown and the repeat stories and excuses that have been heard, I don't blame you one single bit. I'm pretty much there with ya on that one. If the words aren't true then they are empty, and what's the point of hollow words? Maybe that's why they keep being echoed back into the picture so many times. We watch telivision to see drama, we don't want to live it.

Completely in agreement,
~*Christina*~

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Re: Same here... miss_retta January 21 2004, 19:12:03 UTC
Thank you, I needed that. Just to know that I'm not fucked or crazy...sometimes I feel crazy. Maybe I am...for all of this shit to keep happening to me. Well it only happens to me over and over again becuase I let it. And that part of my life is over...what is that saying...fuck me once shame on you, fuck me twice shame on me....there arent even any for 3 and 4. lol. But regardless, that is my mess...which i am not going to include anyone else in...because it isnt anything for anyone else. But I love you and thank you again for that.

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Re: Same here... miss_mystery January 21 2004, 19:20:54 UTC
You're welcome,
It's just how I feel about things. I feel crazy sometimes too, but then again, aren't we all just a little bit crazy? You're not the only one that keeps falling into the same traps...it's happened to me too, as you know. Everything supposeded happens for a reason, so I guess we are meant to leave some things behind and maybe there is something that we are missing (I don't know what) and that's why we keep getting sucked in...Regardless, someday everything should be good for us.

I love you too, and you're always welcome.

~*Christina*~

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Re: Same here... miss_retta January 21 2004, 19:24:19 UTC
:-)

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