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so...i just found out today that patrick clark has a very serious case of some kind of cancer that has spread into his lungs and such...and he went into the hospital to begin his chemo. it's been really rough for almost all of the department...i know i've been in hysterics for part of the day, trying to keep myself busy so that i don't cry all the

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Hey i don't know how often u check your messages but their a few things i thought u should know. The other night when when i called u drunk that was really dumb i apologize for what i said. I just felt like you could really care less if i called u or not i really wanted to talk to u, I know ure busy and i'm not pissed at that it's just hard getting used to not seeing u hardly ever anymore. I heard about your friend too i know ure going through alot and if u need anything i'm always here for u no matter what. I'm trying to do for myself like u said but i still want u their with me when i find it Sometimes i feel like i'm gonna lose u. I love u more than anyone or anything in this world i hope u will forgive me and give me another chance. Love jake