Do I betray a friend or follow my heart?

This question has left me (symbolically) sleepless for the past weeks.

I love her, but I want him more than anything.

two things ive learned this past year:
1. i have to do certain things even if i hate doing them.
2. i have to tolerate certain people even if i hate them.

realizing this has made my life a whole lot easier haha.

i layed in the sun all freaking day today. so awesome.