man oh man this last week has been crazy. i'm suprized i didnt have a mental breakdown but whatever everything is cool now. got some good news/bad news i havent decided which it is yet but whatever what has happened happened so thats the end of that story ( Read more... )

1. Are you in love? I believe so ( Read more... )

I really and truly think this is the happiest i have been in a while ( Read more... )

oh me oh my. this last week has been... amazing ( Read more... )

oh man. i dont think i've ever been this happy. things are going great with everything. yesterday Jayden was born, hes about the cutest thing i've ever seen. i watched him be born and it really did put the whole process in a new and different light for me. i dont know if i could do it. i also dont see why it is soo special for the person whos baby ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up.

How can things go from being so incredibly great one min to being compleatly and utterly fucked up the next?

...Just tell me what i have to do to make it better...

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finally friday. Kenny isnt hanging out with us tonight bc he is going to be with his mom. he just found out that she has canser. how sad. if my mom got canser... i dont know what i would do. but mom did say yesterday that i could move out. badass moves. she may have been kidding around but she knows that i took it seriously ( Read more... )

well well this weekend was in one word, amazing. it all started on ( Read more... )

yeah well things are good. my weekend was good, very relaxing. Yesterday ken came and saw me at school, that brought a smile to my face. oh man how much i miss that boy. it's crazy. um I went and paid all my tickets woo. um went to the tattoo shop last night with kev, he got yet another tattoo. next time i go to bermuda, i will beat him. mom said i ( Read more... )

Well well well. winter break. very fun. i pretty much enjoyed every min of it, except the time i was at work. although it was alright. I did a lot of things hung out with a lot of cool people. got to see people i hadn't seen in a while. so all in all it was good. i did a lot of thinking, and i figured a lot out. i saw a side of me that only comes ( Read more... )