weddings and babies but not for me

Jun 07, 2005 14:41

i swear everyone i know is either married, engaged and/or having babies! even Devon and Marcos are getting married! now i am definitely happy for everyone as i love them all dearly and i just love seeing all my friends in love and being loved but i can't help but feel a bit left out and jealous to some extent. i've been single now for over a year ( Read more... )

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virgilsego June 7 2005, 18:57:53 UTC
Hmm. I think the question is do you really need that. I'm 35, single with three kids, and I really have nothing but a long line of failed relationships to look back on. I've been mostly single off and on for over three years now, with one regrettable year long fiasco, that wasn't a relationship, but it wasn't being single either ( ... )

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miss_vix June 10 2005, 18:26:12 UTC
i read over your comment quite a few times and have thought a lot about it. what you say is very true.

i have an amazing group of friends who i love dearly and each of them, in their own way, give me all and more than i could ask for in a partner. i'm notorious for choosing "bad boys" who are just that! i have already been married and that was a complete disaster and my long term relationships were all tragic as well. except for Trevor who is in a league of his own but much better as a friend than a partner for me.

so when it comes down to it i am happy with my life and the people who are part of my life. i guess sometimes i just feel the social pressure of what "a woman my age" should be doing and have done with her life. i just need to be happy with me and focus on the things that i want out of this life. as you said..."Life is short and you spend most of your time with yourself" so i best love me and continue to enjoy the little time i have here!

thank you for your words of wisdom and making me really think about what makes me

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