Crazy Love,Chapter 6
YUNHO POV
For the 1st time in my life I felt somthing I'd never felt before. I felt the true desire to tke and give to the one I loved.....Loved? Love? Confusion took over as I broke apart from him and stared at him as he breathed out heavily. He was clearly flustered and refused to look at me. What am I thinking....? Love? How can I LOVE my next victim. He going to die tonight.... and yet I am thinking about how much I love him. I sighed as he finally looked at me.
"Y-yunho.... w-why did you kiss me?"
I pulled away from him as he looked at me questioninly. Why DID I kiss him, and might I add with passion.
"I-I... aish"
I can't think here. not around him. I walked away from him and outside. I went outside and sat on the pourch. Why do I keep having these thoughts of LOVE when it comes to him.... could it possibly mean that I LOVE him? No, I can't love not after everything that has happened to me. Never. I suddenly felt a gental hand caress my hair and for some reason it didn't bother me. looking up I realized why, it was Jaejoong. I suddenly felt guilty because I could tell he had been crying a moment ago.
"I-It's okay Yunho. I understand and... i-if you want to use me you can just... don't hurt me."
I'm sorry Jae, Hurt is all I know and all I can give.
I got up and gently took him into my arms. we stood embraced for a while then I pulled back and took him inside as we went in the direction of the kitchen he stopped walking. I turned to him as he looked at me blushing and no longer crying.
"Yunho... please use me."
I guess the time came sooner than I though.
END POV
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JAEJOONG POV
I had to try. We kissed and I felt all of his passion... I had to try to win his heart. even if he didn't love me I had to try. I can't let him slip away, he is my on source of happiness and too lose that would crush me..... so I am giving myself to him, as long as he doesn't hurt me then I will stay with him. He gently laided me on the bed as started to kiss me again. As we kissed I felt his fingers gently rapped around my neck and caressed me. he pulled back and looked at me with sad eyes.
"Jaejoong I'm sorry this is going to hurt."
Hurt? I looked at him confused as to what he was saying then I felt his fingers tighten around my neck. OHMYGOD.
I tried to throw him off me as the everything started to go black. unfortunatly I am weaker than him. Then I was surrounded by darkness.
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I slowly woke opened my eyes and looked around. Yunho was sleeping beside me. Then every thing came crashing back. I scrambled away from him and fell off the bed. I looked up as Yunho groggily got up and looked at me.
"Jaejoong? are you okay?"
"S-STAY AWAY!'
"W-Wait what's wrong?!"
I frantically ran into the bath room and locked myself in. I walked over to the mirror and gasped. there was no markings or anything on my neck. I examined myself closely, besides the usual markings I looked normal. What the hell is going on? Yunho was pounding on the door.
"JAEJOONG! P-Please what ever your thinking-"
"YUNHO! W-What happened earlier! TELL ME!"
I ran to the door and desperatly pressed my ear to the door listening to his raged breath.
"I-I kissed you and-"
"NO when we got to bed..."
"W-We kinda made out and you passed out! I don't know why!"
I looked at the door and sighed. THANK GOD. It was all a horrible Nightmare. I unlocked the door and walked out looking at him with teary eyes.
"I-I'm sorry about that Yunho I was just...."
"No, I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done that. I really shouldn't have. your under age. I understand if-"
"No No, I WANT to be with you. it was all a nightmare that felt too real."
Yunho nodded and held me close to his body and slowly rocked me as I cried. He wipped the tears from my eyes and he kissed my head.
"Come on.... Lets get some sleep..."
Fear struck me again, what if I had another bad dream like that again? I couldn't sleep.
"Y-Yunho... I'm not tired anymore...."
He nodded and smiled softly at me making me feel safe again.
"How about we go to the living room and sit together."
I smiled, I liked that. I nodded and he took me to the living room.
END POV
YUNHO POV
I couldn't do it. I couldn't kill him... I couldn't do it. Before I could carry out the deed of killing him he passed out. I was thankful there was no bruising yet. so I let him sleep. Years of practice were the only thing that kept him for knowing the truth. we went to the living room and he lay in my arms. I finally came to tirms, I'm in love with him. Deeply in love with him if I can stand his touch. He looked at me shyly and kissed he quickly and pulled away. I smiled and leaned in and kissed him again. is this what love is? I liked it honsetly. I need him to be mine but I need him to know the truth. Everything.
"Jaejoong.... I-I REALLY want to be with you. I want you to be my lover."
I looked at him as he looked back shocked at my confession.
"Oh Yunho... I-I do too."
I smiled and looked at him lovingly.
"Will you be my lover? If so I need you to hear all of what I have to say. It will be a long talk.... I need you to know all about me before you decide."
He nodded and smiled.
"I'm listening."
I took a deep breath and looked at him seriously and sat up. we both were face to face as I got up and started to pace the living room as he sat on the couch there.
"I'll tell you about my Child hood and work from there okay?"
"Yes, I'm listening Yunho."
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For the 1st time in my life I felt somthing I'd never felt before. I felt the true desire to tke and give to the one I loved.....Loved? Love? Confusion took over as I broke apart from him and stared at him as he breathed out heavily. He was clearly flustered and refused to look at me. What am I thinking....? Love? How can I LOVE my next victim. He going to die tonight.... and yet I am thinking about how much I love him. I sighed as he finally looked at me.
"Y-yunho.... w-why did you kiss me?"
I pulled away from him as he looked at me questioninly. Why DID I kiss him, and might I add with passion.
"I-I... aish"
I can't think here. not around him. I walked away from him and outside. I went outside and sat on the pourch. Why do I keep having these thoughts of LOVE when it comes to him.... could it possibly mean that I LOVE him? No, I can't love not after everything that has happened to me. Never. I suddenly felt a gental hand caress my hair and for some reason it didn't bother me. looking up I realized why, it was Jaejoong. I suddenly felt guilty because I could tell he had been crying a moment ago.
"I-It's okay Yunho. I understand and... i-if you want to use me you can just... don't hurt me."
I'm sorry Jae, Hurt is all I know and all I can give.
I got up and gently took him into my arms. we stood embraced for a while then I pulled back and took him inside as we went in the direction of the kitchen he stopped walking. I turned to him as he looked at me blushing and no longer crying.
"Yunho... please use me."
I guess the time came sooner than I though.
END POV
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JAEJOONG POV
I had to try. We kissed and I felt all of his passion... I had to try to win his heart. even if he didn't love me I had to try. I can't let him slip away, he is my on source of happiness and too lose that would crush me..... so I am giving myself to him, as long as he doesn't hurt me then I will stay with him. He gently laided me on the bed as started to kiss me again. As we kissed I felt his fingers gently rapped around my neck and caressed me. he pulled back and looked at me with sad eyes.
"Jaejoong I'm sorry this is going to hurt."
Hurt? I looked at him confused as to what he was saying then I felt his fingers tighten around my neck. OHMYGOD.
I tried to throw him off me as the everything started to go black. unfortunatly I am weaker than him. Then I was surrounded by darkness.
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I slowly woke opened my eyes and looked around. Yunho was sleeping beside me. Then every thing came crashing back. I scrambled away from him and fell off the bed. I looked up as Yunho groggily got up and looked at me.
"Jaejoong? are you okay?"
"S-STAY AWAY!'
"W-Wait what's wrong?!"
I frantically ran into the bath room and locked myself in. I walked over to the mirror and gasped. there was no markings or anything on my neck. I examined myself closely, besides the usual markings I looked normal. What the hell is going on? Yunho was pounding on the door.
"JAEJOONG! P-Please what ever your thinking-"
"YUNHO! W-What happened earlier! TELL ME!"
I ran to the door and desperatly pressed my ear to the door listening to his raged breath.
"I-I kissed you and-"
"NO when we got to bed..."
"W-We kinda made out and you passed out! I don't know why!"
I looked at the door and sighed. THANK GOD. It was all a horrible Nightmare. I unlocked the door and walked out looking at him with teary eyes.
"I-I'm sorry about that Yunho I was just...."
"No, I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done that. I really shouldn't have. your under age. I understand if-"
"No No, I WANT to be with you. it was all a nightmare that felt too real."
Yunho nodded and held me close to his body and slowly rocked me as I cried. He wipped the tears from my eyes and he kissed my head.
"Come on.... Lets get some sleep..."
Fear struck me again, what if I had another bad dream like that again? I couldn't sleep.
"Y-Yunho... I'm not tired anymore...."
He nodded and smiled softly at me making me feel safe again.
"How about we go to the living room and sit together."
I smiled, I liked that. I nodded and he took me to the living room.
END POV
YUNHO POV
I couldn't do it. I couldn't kill him... I couldn't do it. Before I could carry out the deed of killing him he passed out. I was thankful there was no bruising yet. so I let him sleep. Years of practice were the only thing that kept him for knowing the truth. we went to the living room and he lay in my arms. I finally came to tirms, I'm in love with him. Deeply in love with him if I can stand his touch. He looked at me shyly and kissed he quickly and pulled away. I smiled and leaned in and kissed him again. is this what love is? I liked it honsetly. I need him to be mine but I need him to know the truth. Everything.
"Jaejoong.... I-I REALLY want to be with you. I want you to be my lover."
I looked at him as he looked back shocked at my confession.
"Oh Yunho... I-I do too."
I smiled and looked at him lovingly.
"Will you be my lover? If so I need you to hear all of what I have to say. It will be a long talk.... I need you to know all about me before you decide."
He nodded and smiled.
"I'm listening."
I took a deep breath and looked at him seriously and sat up. we both were face to face as I got up and started to pace the living room as he sat on the couch there.
"I'll tell you about my Child hood and work from there okay?"
"Yes, I'm listening Yunho."
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Next chapters will be about Yunho's past so comment :D