Crazy Love, Chapter 13
PRESENT
YUNHO POV
I stood in front of the fire silently as I finished telling him everything. I felt sick but I bered it. Now he knew everything. I really don't want to kill him. slowly I turned around to see him run out of the room, I quickly followed him as he ran into the bathroom. I watched as he vomited everythign he'd had for the day. I didn't closer as I watched him. I felt not relief as he finished and just knelt there after flushing. He slowly looked at me and I felt my nervousness increas 10 fold as he stared at me. He was scared of me. He just looked at me with those beautiful yet scared eyes.
"Your a murderer....."
"Yes. I am."
I remained silent as I let him see me for what I really am, broken. I let him see my true self, the insecure, cold broken man. The man that hated touch and loved lonelyness. I gathere whe was left of my courage and said the 3 words I hoped he'd except.
"I love you."
END POV
JAEJOONG POV
OH MY GOD NOOOOOO! This had to be some really realy bad nightmare. yes, I'll wake up to my parents trying to force there way into my locked rom again to... OH MY GOD this ISN'T a dream. I looked at him, to me he looked like a saint, to think he did those horrible things.... I felt ill again. I leaned into the toilet as more of the contents of my stomach came up. The worst thing was that He loved me. HE LOVED ME?! wait...... He loves me?
I looked at him after finishing as my fear started to go away. He looked lost and nervous, anxious....sad. I watched him as he slowly sat on the floor in the door way not looking at me. He looked lost and lonely. I was still afraid, who wouldn't? I slowly crawled to him and sat in front of him.
"I-It's okay Yunho."
"No it isn't... you must think I'm a monster, a freak. Disgusting...."
"N-no! Your just...."
what can I say....
"Different."
He snorted and looked up at me.
"Jaejoong, I really love you."
"I know."
I bit my lip, I loved him too.....
"I love you too."
He looked at me shocked with his mouth slightly opened.
"B-But I'm a mudered.. yet you..."
"I love you, I can't control my heart."
It is true, no matter how freightened I am of him I couldn't deny I was in love with him. I saw him give me the 1st real smile he'd even given anyone and it warmed my heart and made me forget that he was a murdered. He leaned over and kisse dmy head and got up then he bent down and lifted me up and carried me to our room.... our room.
"Jaejoong- can I umm, give u a nickname?"
"I-yeah, but um... can I give you a nickname?"
"Of course... Boosjae."
I blushed, hearing it from him made my heart soar only to be shot down with the deisturbing thought that a murderer had just given me a pet name.
"Night... Yunnie."
I felt his arms tighten around me and he kissed my head. He fell asleep before me but I stayed awake. I didn't know if I should have ran away or stay. Hew was stonger than me, well respected and well.. he was Yunho. He had more than I had and could easily take me down... so the answer was obvious. I stay with him a pray that he not get tired of me or that was the end of my life.
END POV
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Short chapter I know but oh well :D
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