Up the Down-stair case..

[missabelle]

Well..well.. where to begin. I guess I should start with.. Jay and I are back together. I'm happy. So is he. It's great. And yet.. I don't feel like I've been totally honest with everyone. Actually, a certain someone. Yah see, there's this guy. He's great. I have.. had [not sure yet] a huge crush on him. I honestly, would ditch Jay for him. Sweet

Comments

[inebriatesoul]

Yes, we could always ponder the 'what-if's or 'could-have-beens', but would you truly be happy with someone you don't even really understand? Am I even ready for a relationship? There are questions you hadn't asked, and would be that you hadn't. You went with your gut. I'm not hurt. I love you dearly as a friend, and feel that if had progressed into anything else things wouldn't have worked out--i.e. maybe the friendship would have come to a close. I don't want you breaking up this guy over me. I'm not worth it. I'd make a great friend, but a lousy boyfriend, and I'm telling you this 'cause I know myself best.. Heh. There's no need to contemplate, you did what was within your heart.