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Only one more day... shew, I think I can manage. I tell ya, 8:00 classes + dealing with kids all day can definitely get the best of ya. By 4:00 all I wanna do is GO TO BED. :) Thanksgiving break could not come sooner!
So let's see, here's a short recap of my weekend.
Friday - Jeff & I chilled at home and watched Santa Claus 2. Well, he and mom watched it.... I slept. Saturday - had CPR training from 10:00-2:30, and that evening Jeff and I headed to Bristol. We decided to hold off on ice skating until next weekend, so we went to Tinsel Town to see "Gothika", which might I add is now on my top-ten list of favorite movies. Sunday - was not a good. No reason in particular, was just having one of my depressive episodes and felt like shit all day...
Today, had classes and work of course. There is a boy that I work with who breaks my heart. I'm not at liberty to divulge the details, but his step father doesn't treat him very nicely... which is very evident through his behavior. He does and says enitrely inappropriate things, and the other teachers with whom I work only reprimand him rather than talk with him. So, being the dumbass that I am I decided to take it upon myself to get some insight to his behavior/home life. Don't get me wrong, I did not by any means interrogate him, just opened the pathway to conversation. He didn't hesitate to open up to me. He began telling me things I did not want to hear... his words were honestly daggers in my heart. I didn't know what to do, it took all I had to suppress the tears. I did what I thought was best, and even though it's no longer in my hands, I still have a heavy heart. Aside from my coworkers, I hadn't told anyone about what happened today. It's just not something I want to think about.
Anyway.
We just made the cleaning list for tomorrow. All I have to do is sweep, since I cleaned the whole freakin' place by myself last inspection. Maybe we wouldn't be in this mess if my roommates (aside from Christy, that is) weren't so damn NASTY! Seriously though, I'm living with pigs, haha!
But anyway, I need to be studying for my Psychology test tomorrow.
Christy has this really neat water thing. It sounds like the rain..... and it's really relaxing. But it makes me feel like I have to pee! lol.
Wednesday I get to see all of my girls @ Shanna's jewelry party. I have missed them more than words can describe. I was looking through old pics I took with my digital camera throughout high school earlier today, and I just sat there and cried.... so I am anxious about being with everyone again. We have a lot of catching up to do.
I sure do miss my boy right now. It's been 3 weeks shy of a year, and I still get the same feelings when I'm with him. The same nervous feeling before I see him, the same butterflies when he looks into my eyes.... the same light-headedness when he kisses me. *sigh* Look what he has done, gone and turned me into a SAP! *smile* I love you "BOO-BEAR!" But one of the most special things about our relationship I believe, is the fact that we can have the best time acting like complete goofballs. God know's we're both morons, so it's kind of like a special bonding type thing... lol.
Okay okay okay.. ENOUGH! I have got to go study. Maybe if I learned how to prioritize my time I wouldn't be falling asleep in Calculus everyday.
G'night everyone!