holy brrr. i'm at home. wow, i know. LoL. wanted to visit in with my mom a little and take a break for joshua. *nods* i woke up this morning and went to church and than to visit my grandpa and than i dropped josh off and went home. i'll probably go to his house after i leave here. it's so quiet here without grandpa. i hate it ( Read more... )

so laura and i went at it last night. she had two days off from school and made the attempt to spend them with me. i noticed that and i appreciated that but like for me it felt like a drag. it felt like i had to stop doing everything else to spend time w/her too. like it wasn't like i was chilling at home watching tv with nothing to do. i was ( Read more... )

wow so like i woke up this morning and was in a total change of pace. i was so over being pissed about stupid shit. aka rick. aka matt. aka laura. aka moogie. aka moe. wow a lot of stupid shit eh? i woke up and was like yanno rick say's he hates people who can't be honest and all he wants is honesty. so when he randomly shows up at pratt's again, ( Read more... )

thank you raejean. check the icon out.

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i got new icons too diva :P LOL

Another weekend we've spent together ( Read more... )

missing him again today
all the broken promises and regrets
i stand and take another puff of this cigarette
thinking about how hard it is to move on
getting past you and moving beyond
sometimes i think it'll never end
this pain can never mend
though walking away seemed like the right move
weeks later i've lost my groove
i want to run back and hold you ( Read more... )

BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH MOTHER FUCKING BLAH

i hate my life, i hate my friends, i hate my family, i hate my job, i hate myself ... someone just give me some pills to numb the pain and make me invisible to the world around me.

i wish i could take myself out of this world and float above and watch everyone, to see how they really feel and make them ( Read more... )

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