i just want to not feel so totally alone

just for a little while

just a small hint of being wanted
or even being needed

I think that pretty much sums things up at the moment.

the worst thing (or 2) about my impending migraine are ( Read more... )

I just suddenly have the sinking feeling
this is a very bad idea.

sorry about any problems my last post may have caused.

oops.

I just suddenly realized I am very NOT ok with absolutely everything right now.

Looking back at a time when I actually posted here, I reliese that after certin events many months ago, I kind of dropped out of, well I won't say life, but at least anything remotely social or pointing to having or building a life ( Read more... )

I'm stuck at work another 2 hours and I seriously need to be entertained.

and to be found a new job.

1. I'm at work and it's dead

2. I REALLY need a new job

3. I also need to find a place that has cool small rhinestone buttons of a good shiney quality.

that is all

but not much.

anyway I had this very odd dream last night I wish i could remeber more clearly or at least the important things said
or even which book i should refernce.

it largely invoved a very very long conversation (and general meandering around) with
neil gaiman.

anyine have any hints?