I always have weird emotions, they go back and forth and lead me to be really pensive and quiet...so thats wats been up today. I was totally happy finally after a while before yesterday and then i put 2 and 2 together and got really pissed off and although i dont like to admit it a little hurt. I realized that the past was reoccuring all over again ( Read more... )

So i finally got something that i have been wanting for 4 years. Yes i got it but supposedly it was weird. hmmm....lately i feel like my moods switch constantly and so do my wants and needs. LOL maybe im going through early menopause...haha not funny. right well it kinda sucks cuz i didnt expect it to be that way. its truly not that serious but i ( Read more... )

IM HOME FOR THE HOLIDAY, MY FAVORITE ONE IN FACT, IM SO HAPPY. ITS BEEN TOUGH THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS WITH CERTAIN THINGS, BUT SOMETIMES WE ARE JUST SO BLIND WE DONT SEE EVERYTHING THATS GOOD. I MEAN I THINK ONE THING I HAVE LEARNED FROM THE PAST IS NOT TO EXPECT ANYTHING. SO I AM NOT GOING TO AND I WILL BE SATISFYED WITH ANYTHING. I HOPE FOR THE ( Read more... )

O i have missed writing in this thing. Well i came home this weekend and went to kev's play last night it was cool. Dude, i saw my first kiss there it was so funny, i havnt seen him since 8th grade. Then, i got to hang out wit bree and renee and frankie and renee's bf sammy. it was awesome. i missed it. it was great to chill wit ppl (for the most ( Read more... )

ok so i totally forgot to write this in here...cuz i was told it was TRUTH and truth is beautiful...even when it is bitter sweet so here it goes: "Today [a week ago] i realized that in Fall we marvel at the beauty of the leaves changing color and floating to the ground, but what we are truly finding so fascinating and beautiful is the natural art ( Read more... )

o wow wat a day...its just been so hard for me today...and i cant catch a break but u knwo i just keep breathing through it all...my eye keeps twitching and i have tons of stuff to do plus weird things just keep happening to make it even worse.lol...maybe thats why im twitching. yea but idk..ok just thought it say that...i promise ill start writing ( Read more... )

wow its been such a long time that i write in this thing but for the first time in a while i actually have time to breathe and sit down and write some stuff. so today was amazing we did some site specific dancing...lol so here is the def for those of you who are like wtf...basically wat we did was go outside into the world where there were people ( Read more... )

My darling andrew is forcing me to write about him in this shnoz...thusfore my subject. He was at his job (the a and p) lol...and he saw bright flowers that he said just screamed my name...and andrew just informed me wat a&p stands for "the great atlantic and pacific tea company" put that in ur back pockets. lol andrew is fresh... just call him ( Read more... )

How time passes. geeze louizes...its seems as if yesterday i was holding on to ellie not wanting to say goodbye..and since then ive had to let go of a lot of things not just people...and its not a bad thing...but here i am getting home from saying goodbye to daria who is leaving for indiana in the morning...and from visiting gaby who is moving out ( Read more... )

So yea....im so confused and worried...lol i need anti depression pills...those seem fun...anyway...im lucky though i have great friends and boyfriend...but like, there is something that is worrying me...but like idk...anyway...family picnic orientation at cook rocked...we met amazing ppl lol we are gonna start the vorkees sexond floor mafia...lol ( Read more... )