I hadn't seen my baby in like a week due to our work schedules... Meier N Frank likes to give me CRAZY hours. Anyways. So he calls me today and was like "I'm at the mall" so I went to see him at Marshalls. It's wierd how I'm feeling about him. i was pissed because he wasn't calling me as much as he used to, and he just didn't seem that into me ( Read more... )

I get daily horoscopes on my yahoo email account and I read them religiously, even though I don't really pay much mind to them. I just like to see what they say. Lately they have been saying stuff about how I will think about who my "true" friends are and that I might need to make some changes ( Read more... )

Okay, so I recently met this guy named Jeremy. He's 18, and works at an Italian restuarant downtown. So, Jamille, you already know that I'm excited that he has a job. :) Anyways. We spent last Sunday chatting it up on the phone. I mean, ALL DAY, on the phone. He came and visited me on my lunch break yesterday when he was on his way to work. I'm ( Read more... )

I've been sick for the past week and have had a lot of time to do pretty much anything I desire that involves me stayin in the house and that doesn't require me to exert to much energy. After I watched all of the good movies on cable, HBO and OnDemand, I started looking around my room at the various drawings a former swim team mate drew for me. I ( Read more... )

I'm officially 20 years young as of 11 hours and 40 minutes ago. It feels weird saying "I'm 20." I feel like I shouldn't be living at home anymore, like I should have more going for myself. Maybe I just need a boyfriend. HAHA I know I don't want one right now but maybe I do need one. I don't think that there's anyone right now that I know that I ( Read more... )

So I am a god mom to, not one, but two babies. Neither one of them are born yet, but I'm going insane preparing for them and gettin ready for their arrivals ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in this in a LONG time. HMM what to write about. I'll just throw some shit out. Okay ( Read more... )

It's a new year, so why not start things off right? My new years resolutions are to 1: not get into other peoples business. I tend to involve myself and give my input on everything. 2:do the "dating" thing a little different. I'm going to take things slower. Get to know the guy before I let feelings and such get in the way. Just let stuff happen ( Read more... )

There's this boy that I have a huge crush on that works with me. It's not the normal "ooh he's cute" crush. It's the "I can't talk when ever he is around me" type crush. And I'm not a shy person, so it's really weird to me that I'm acting like this. He knows that I'm interested in him, but we have yet to hold a real conversation. I want to ask ( Read more... )

And yet I still have no one that I know I get to cuddle with. Being that I work at the mall, I see lots of young couples shopping together, holding hands, and sharing kisses when they think no one is looking. I wish I could have that some time soon, even if just for the holidays ( Read more... )