and i'll warn you know: the velocity i'm gathering...

[missdischord]

argh, flu! i HATE being sick. i know that makes me, like, totally unique. but being sick for both my first smp crit and my first survey of motherfucking mathematics test is just a big steaming pile of uncool

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[witchbabyblue]

i knew the story about your mother, only in a brief version. but, oh hannah

[missdischord]

i am looking at nscad, which is in halifax, for grad school. i have never been to nova scotia but NOW i think it might be prety much perfect for me. wow.

as for my mother...no, i haven't. my relationship with her was very strained for a while and i carry around a lot of guilt, now. because she loves me so much, and i almost killed her, and i feel like for so many years i was so ungrateful..she birthed this incredibly strong, stubborn, defiant, totally fucked up and entirely unwilling to admit it little creature, and tried her best to make me into something, and succeeded overwhelmingly, cause i like to think i am pretty talented and amazing and a good person, at least most of the time. but i fought her all the way, and she was SO RIGHT about almost EVERYTHING.

i dont know. maybe someday i will. thank you.