October 7th 2004 -- dear diary. I'm in school. Just took a long hard look at myself in the mirror. to my surprise i thought that i could actually deal with the things that i saw. I like my eyes, i hate my goofy smile and the dark mark that has appeared on my face due to the hives i've gotten... but i love my eyes. My lips are okay and my bone ( Read more... )

that was SUCH a great game on friday. Needless to say we beat Hackley and i scored which was a plus. fun, fun fun. nothing really left going on in my life except for party planning shit.It's really confusing and A LOT of work and mulah. eh, i'm happy and grateful my parents are doing it for me. 25 more days..... they seem to be going fast enough. ( Read more... )

.... i'm so upset, confused, stressed out and depressed that i wanna pull out all my hair. But.... then i'll feel stupid becasue i done gone and pulled all my hair out. so many thoughts just going round and round in my head. i havnt even started my hw yet... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i just want everyone to be happy. but it's hurting me because they're ( Read more... )

but we had a great game. Horace mann really shouldn't have won... they just had a lucky shot... haha intimidated their goalie a lil bit but besides that, it was a really good game. Something really bad happened to anna. Ms. Hamilton yelled at her in front of everyone saying that she didnt want her in her class. i dont reali wanna go into the story ( Read more... )

and it wasnt an allergic reation. It was due to the amount of stress going on in my life. i honestly just need to LET GO of things although it's reali hard to. Thank god for friends though, without my friends i'd honestly probably be in the hospital by now for doing something stupid to myself. Hockey game tomorrow... against horace mann a.k.a. ( Read more... )

just kinda found out... (according to my crazy assed mother) i need a date.... eh, that might be a problem

Guys its gonna be so hot. The room is amazing! plus ma took me shoppin for my sweet 16 dress. i tried on about 10 dresses but i still didnt get that feel. You know... that 'feel' like you know THIS IS THE DRESS FOR ME. i havn't gotten it yet, so i'm still lookin. Ah! so much friggin homework and i havn't started yet. Well, too bad. I feel so happy ( Read more... )

... Tom's birthday... yeah big deal. Field Hockey Game Today!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABY ( Read more... )

I FEEL LIKE SHIT ( Read more... )