So, it's all just a game.  The face I see at work, the face you see at home, the face we see in the mirror...all are different sides of the same person, right?  So, does that make everything a game?  Is there any one person who gets to see all 100% of any person ( Read more... )

I have a job interview tomorrow.  I've been out of full time work for some time now, and have been working part time.  The part time gig is getting old, and not worth the pay (seriously, I do a lot of the "man" work, because I work with a bunch of ladies, and it makes me mad because they all stand around and watch me work, and I know they all get ( Read more... )

Validation, I think everyone needs it at one point or another, to know they're on the right path, that they're liked, that they are accepted in whatever form they hope to be accepted in (be it rebellious or otherwise).  I think everyone wants to know that they matter ( Read more... )

Seriously, this is not a good start to spring.  I have had some fun times, but now I can't shake this one lady who will not, WILLNOT, leave me alone.  I've even told her to leave me alone.  She thinks she's in love with me or something, keeps thinking if she offers sex I'll keep her around, and the worst part is, I've never had sex with her, don't ( Read more... )

So, Valentine's Day comes and I have no Valentine...which isn't much of a surprise because I've never had a Valentine.  Instead, I went to my usual hangout.  It was pretty dead, but as the night inched closer to midnight, more and more people started showing up.  Disappointed ladies from a bad Valentine's date apparently want to experiment with ( Read more... )

So, my long lost LJ buddies, I am finally back online!!  I got back into the habit of checking this thing daily, and even posting comments for all my friends, and then WHAM, my computer gets crushed by some damn virus.  I find out from the guy who fixed it that the virus was probably started by some COMPANY who pays people to do this, so they can ( Read more... )

So my brain has been all OVER the place today.  I'm not sure what started it, but I'm not complaining.  When I woke up this morning, I was in the midst of a dream with my dream girl (D), she was laying with me in bed, and I was slowly rubbing her body, feeling her smooth thighs, moving up along her sides and stomach, eventually turning her toward ( Read more... )

So, I am now a victim of the economy.  My job has been deminished, deleted, and otherwise erased from existence...along with my paycheck.  The market is flooded with people who have degrees and experience, and I'm stuck looking at flipping burgers or bagging groceries (gee, what fun ( Read more... )

I don't get it ( Read more... )

So, women fascinate me.  Not just looks, I mean behaviors this time ( Read more... )