So I broke down at work tonight. I was chatting with a coworker and she confirmed that everyone can tell that something isn't right with me.

She said she wasn't gonna ask what's wrong, but I told her it's the same as always: it sucks not being able to eat.

After I said that, I turned around and couldn't control my tears. We kept talking about stuff ( Read more... )

I work retail. I am a manager. Sounds rad, right? Yeah, no ( Read more... )

I would love to say that my life does not revolve around Johnny's Entertainment. But it really does ( Read more... )

I used to have a page on myspace with all the pics of the hairstyles I have done, but I don't use myspace anymore, and even if I did, myspace isn't the same anymore... So yeah. Here they are. Or well, a link to my photobucket hair folder because I am too lazy to put all my pics on here right now... Maybe later XD

smg.photobucket.com/albums/v433/ ( Read more... )

So I was watching a movie with Ryan and Cassie and got a message on my twitter from Nick asking me "What's Nicholas' favorite thing in the world?" I replied by saying, "I wish I knew. But try as I might, I haven't been able to talk to him for almost 2 years." About 40 minutes later (perfect timing, the movie had JUST ended), I got a phone call from ( Read more... )

Yo. It's been a hot minute. But I feel like I should seriously take the time to write something here ( Read more... )

It's been a hot minute since I've updated.

I don't think I really have anything special to announce.

I thought that if I started writing, thoughts would just pour out. I was wrong.

Oh well.

Why does a heart feel like it's actually breaking when we're hurt? I really want to know the answer to that. I know our heart doesn't actually feel. It just pumps blood. So why the pain? Why does it feel like we're close to death?

Feel free to share your thoughts.

Is anyone else irritated as hell when trying to upload a new userpic!?

I don't need to resize it... I uploaded it at the size I want and I just want it uploaded!!!

GAAAAAHHHH it's sooooo effin irritating!!!!

/rant

So I noticed that my last post was months ago and it was about feeling suicidal. I think it's a good idea to post something before anyone thinks I died ( Read more... )