A t on of bricks...

[missgkitty]

Shit has hit the fan for me. I don't know what I did wrong, and I don't know what to do to fix it. There's nothing I can do but wait it out... No one deserves bad shit to happen, but no matter how much is dealt to me, I have many other things to count as blessings. I must remember that, because I have gone through this before, only this time it

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[dapperdanman]

so wait, did all of this happen like hours after I talked to you last night??

[missgkitty]

yup, like not even a whole hour after...I ended up sleeping with my feet on the other side of the bed and didn't want to get into my pj's...I also only got 3 hours of sleep and am totally awake right now. Everything reminds me of him, and even tho it's not officially over and I do NOT want it to come to that, I couldn't wear my pj's or sleep with my head next to where he usually puts his. It just hurt too much. Oh, and DUDE you should see how swollen my eyes are...guinness book of world records I think...I talked to my cousin in Italy tho...I found out one of his daughters is a nazi skinhead...she's 21...so I guess my problems are nothing compared to that. I just wish it felt like nothing...