Have you ever felt so happy, but so sad at the same time? Or so complete yet incomplete? I think I'm the most emotional person I know and it sucks. One minor thing can shift me from being the happiest girl on the planet to wanting to curl up in a hole and not be bothered by anyone. I swear I've gotten me and my dad's emotions because he is prob ( Read more... )

I put my 2 weeks in at that god forsaken job of mine today. They tried to get me to stay but I said nah yo. So at the end of October, I'll be back at CVS and hopefully my plans for the future will start to pan out. I really think I have it all figured out this time, and it's nothing that can't be done, like it's nothing unrealistic. I just need ( Read more... )

Last night I had a really frickin weird dream and I'm not quite sure what to make of it. I was married though to who I have no clue, but we had been trying to get pregnant for a while with no luck. So then all the sudden I'm pregnant and everyone is all excited and crap, and everything is going great. So then I guess fast forward 9 months? haha ( Read more... )

This is for Maureen!!!! http://meltingpot.fortunecity.com/harrow/953/15guide0.htm

Maureen it's a webpage about Fifteen lmfao go there....so friggin funny.

I was gonna update but now I don't feel like it, I should be in bed right now....but I'm not. And I'm really confused about some stuff....I hate being confused :(

I decided to write a little bit about my new job, since I think I'm finally getting into the swing of things....or whatever. I think the reason I didn't like it at first was because of the people I work with. There's a few (as with any other job) that I absolutely cannot stand. Sorry I'm fucking new and the place is completely disorganized.... ( Read more... )

There's this guy I've been talking to via AOL for quite a bit of time now and he's kinda strange. He's always wanted to meet up but I always avoid it, well, because he's kinda strange. We were talking lastnight and he said he was at the Vanilla Ice show, and I'm like hey man so was I. Turns out he was standing like 4 feet from me after the show ( Read more... )

So as I wrote before...Friday we went to see Vanilla Ice. We being me, Maureen, Stormy, and Jen. Me and Jen went to Maureen's and waited for Kathy to pick us up, cause she was cool and driving and stuff. Maureen made pina coladas (sp?) and they were kinda sweet, sweet but good. Me and Jen did a shot or 2 of this orange rum stuff Maureen had, ( Read more... )

Pack of Trident gum on the way to Maureen's - 79 cents ( Read more... )

Soooo went job hunting today with Sam. She was pissing me off though because everything I said she had a stupid comment for. Like I have this interview tomorrow and she was like "Oh that place is stupid I KNOW you're gonna hate it." Uhm, ok but sorry I'm tired of fucking borrowing money from my mom to make MY ends meet. I was ready to scream, ( Read more... )