I go to sleep everynight, after hours of wishing i could. and when i finally fall asleep my night is plagued with nightmares. I wake up in a puddle of sweat. maybe there is something wrong with me? Last night was awesome. i saw my boyfriends band. it was good. i like him. more importantly i was in good comapany. Me and aly woke up this morning and ( Read more... )

These are the seies of events that happend this weekend ( Read more... )

to end an aweful fucking day with something amazing such as the red socks winning!!!!! im so glad.. fuck yea RED SOCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So im not going to lie..this week was the worst week of my life. it was pretty aweful, it true when it rains it fucking pours. i have been trying to be strong for my family and for my friends but....i think im going to fucking explode. my family is a mess and i cant do a fucking thing about it...none of us can...just some fucking doctors that i ( Read more... )

This weekend has been one of the weirdest weekends of my life. not really sure if it was good or if it was bad. lets begin with friday in New Bedford Sarah P running out of gas twice. Jaffar wanting to kill us....(the blondes). leaving the party and going to go pick up jon. Bill blasts out someones car window at a red light because some stupid kid ( Read more... )

things have been great. here's to having something good. my hopes are high.

to sum it up. im aweful when im drunk...and i suck at life. i applogize to anyone who knows me. ahhhhhhhhhh. But i have to say i love Team Naked. <3 even if we are rediculously scandelous. xoxo

so who's got a date on monday? yes me!! im excited then agian im also still in the I hate boys stage. But this one is fucking cute damnnit. then agian he's bound to hate me becuse everytime we hang out i get really drunk out of nerves. I hate boyfriends. i hate boys...crushes are awesome. I still dont have my cell phone because the last time i saw ( Read more... )

new bedford toniiiighhhtt! becky whip you are the love of my life. sarah P!! and christina my love. im pumped. i have a fat lip from that stupid hoe sucker punching me when she walked away with a bleeding skull. hah. yesss so tonight will be more fun!!!!! xoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxooxoo

i got a hot date with a boy i have had a crush on for years. i just did a dance. im excited, watch me choke up and be a boring blob. ill just have to drink and ballroom dance that is all. damnnit im nervous. xooxoxooxoxxo