fyi, i am opening this lovely hateful birthday only-for-dinar-because-she-is-an-awesome-co-capt-and-abby-know-it post in two tabs because i want to wholly quoting everything. i couldn't be more thank you for actually remembering my birthday and even wrote this post despite your exams and everything happens in real life. really thank you, captain. i am actually went from O_O to laughing to giggling to sobbing and feeling guilty reading your post bc of things. i reflected i've been a horrible co-capt for you and sincerely apologizing if i ever done/said unpleasant things to you.
OK JUST SO YOU KNOW IT’S 4:40 HERE IN THE AFTERNOON AND I HAVE BEEN ON HIATUS FOR LIKE A FUCKING WEEK BUT THE FIRST THING I DO AT MY RESURRECTION FROM MY BURIAL IS TO FREAKING YEAH FUCKING WRITE MY BIRTHDAY MESSEJI FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU DEMANDED I WRITE MY ESSAYS I CANNOT POSSIBLY FINISH THEM RIGHT NOW. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW I’M SHAKING AND SOBBING HERE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY ESSAYS I AM GENUINELY TRULY SORRY IF
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To be honest, I really really REALLY OK REALLY /GET THAT RIGHT/ REALLY miss you not only in terms of spazzing on yeol’s hair, my fallen ship, THE PERFECTION THAT IS SHIM CHANGMIN and all this weird innocent-dinar-being-tainted-by-her-equally-innocent-evil-captain shit convos we had but the fact, that I feel like I’m missing a part of my little cute kokoro (HEY YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME WHAT KOKORO MEANS AWWW) because no more snarky dinar on my timeline, no more dose of reality to my annoyingly-biased heart, no more crappy catfights about innocence and fanfic and porn in general and no more dinar whom I could whine and rant to whenever I wish because your college life’s now your boyfriend! D:<<... )
Honestly, I always wish the best for my friends and with that being said, all the best-est luck to you, Dinar. I know college has been pretty tough and rough for you with all your org activities and whatnot and your presentations (ugh I can only imagine that’s why I did not even dare be active on organizations because it will eat fandom time but hey that’s me being totally incapable of time management) and all your complicated sexual love for academics but you’re such a good student ok remember that (I always commend you on that aspect tho~). I want you to be successful in your course (Accountancy isn’t it? ;o or grandpa abby strikes again? orz) and get a boyfriend in the near future because you’re real awesome and amazing and then prolly get laid AND TELL ME KINKY STORIES HAHA. DON’T EVER EVER FORGET ABOUT ME OK INVITE ME IN YOUR DEBUT, WEDDING AND YOUR CHILDREN’S BAPTISM OK I NEED TO BE THERE!!!!!!thank you for the wishes i appreciate it so much (even more than physical presents tbh (i know i'm weird don't judge me)). I AM DYING
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SCREAAAAAAMING BECAUSE DINAR YOU MAKE ME WANT TO FLUSH YOU DOWN THE TOILET BC YOU'RE SUCH A CUTE CUTE CUUUTE POOP WITH YOUR REPLIES ;A; ok i'd get back to reading the whole damn thing after i finish this quick bday message to my kitty.
YOU ARE SO LOVED BY YOUR CAPTAIN, DAMN LUCKY PERSON YOU ARE RIIIIIGHT :*
DON'T YOU DARE TO FLUSH ME CAPT '____'* on another note here i want to tell you that i won't be coming back to changmean for a long-long time. i'll miss you <3
SO I'M A BLOODY MONTH LATE INTO REPLYING TO YOUR REPLY TO MY BDAY POST (eeeeep so so sooooo happy you liked it <3) but omg first things first: YOU ALREADY HAVE BOYFRAN WHAT HOW WHO WHAT WHERE WHEN???? YOU NEVER LIKED POSTED AT LEAST A SELCA SO UNFAIR ;| eeep but i wish you guys all the romantic weird butterfly shizz (AH IDK HOW TO DEAL WITH FRIEND'S BOYFRAN ISSUES OK) be real good to him~ (re: 1. snarky but don't annoy him too much. 2. dont be over-possessive ok i hate ppl like that lol is this even about me wtf 3. love him but not like how you love me and changmin bc we're irreplaceable lmfao 4. NO SEX BC YOU SAID NO SEX BUT I SAID YES SEX *pouting abby*) ok so far these are my reminders for you bc i have 0 experience when it comes to rl dating concerns but aaaah, on to my next reply ;__;
ok damn you like darn you to the stinkiest pits of inferno because how can you not come back to changmean for such a long long time that is so vague idk how long you actually mean this time ihu ok how else can i contact you? :< can't you at least give me the assurance that i'll still you next year? ; ^ ;
mygod you're such a horrible co capt just when i've found my lost krisyeol feels psh also i've been on hiatus for 2 weeks straight it feels so weird coming back to twitter i mean i think i can understand your point bc sometimes real life makes so much sense and mixing it with fandom gets so confusing idek how to articulate it well but have you ever had that bothersome feeling like i always feel this whenever i have a week-long semi-hiatus that real life feels a lot less infuriating (tho it still as demanding as shit) and less emo baggage and less suffocating when fandom and the whole stress and emo baggage it carries isn't top priority
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anyway to end my thought-less replies i hope one day you'll get reeled in fandom again and we'll still talk about dbsk and prolly exo (please hehe) even if we're both busy and i'm already working while you're still happily sucking academic shit and all giggly with boyfran (idk if still same boyfran
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i am actually went from O_O to laughing to giggling to sobbing and feeling guilty reading your post bc of things. i reflected i've been a horrible co-capt for you and sincerely apologizing if i ever done/said unpleasant things to you.
OK JUST SO YOU KNOW IT’S 4:40 HERE IN THE AFTERNOON AND I HAVE BEEN ON HIATUS FOR LIKE A FUCKING WEEK BUT THE FIRST THING I DO AT MY RESURRECTION FROM MY BURIAL IS TO FREAKING YEAH FUCKING WRITE MY BIRTHDAY MESSEJI FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU DEMANDED I WRITE MY ESSAYS I CANNOT POSSIBLY FINISH THEM RIGHT NOW. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW I’M SHAKING AND SOBBING HERE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY ESSAYS I AM GENUINELY TRULY SORRY IF ( ... )
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YOU ARE SO LOVED BY YOUR CAPTAIN, DAMN LUCKY PERSON YOU ARE RIIIIIGHT :*
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SO I'M A BLOODY MONTH LATE INTO REPLYING TO YOUR REPLY TO MY BDAY POST (eeeeep so so sooooo happy you liked it <3)
but omg first things first: YOU ALREADY HAVE BOYFRAN WHAT HOW WHO WHAT WHERE WHEN???? YOU NEVER LIKED POSTED AT LEAST A SELCA SO UNFAIR ;|
eeep but i wish you guys all the romantic weird butterfly shizz (AH IDK HOW TO DEAL WITH FRIEND'S BOYFRAN ISSUES OK)
be real good to him~ (re: 1. snarky but don't annoy him too much. 2. dont be over-possessive ok i hate ppl like that lol is this even about me wtf
3. love him but not like how you love me and changmin bc we're irreplaceable lmfao 4. NO SEX BC YOU SAID NO SEX BUT I SAID YES SEX *pouting abby*)
ok so far these are my reminders for you bc i have 0 experience when it comes to rl dating concerns but aaaah, on to my next reply ;__;
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you actually mean this time ihu ok how else can i contact you? :< can't you at least give me the assurance that i'll still you next year? ; ^ ;
mygod you're such a horrible co capt just when i've found my lost krisyeol feels psh also i've been on hiatus for 2 weeks straight it feels so weird coming back to twitter
i mean i think i can understand your point bc sometimes real life makes so much sense and mixing it with fandom gets so confusing idek how to articulate it well
but have you ever had that bothersome feeling like i always feel this whenever i have a week-long semi-hiatus that real life feels a lot less infuriating (tho it still as demanding as shit) and less emo baggage and less suffocating when fandom and the whole stress and emo baggage it carries isn't top priority ( ... )
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