"I'm sorry self that you feel this way. I'm sorry that I always hold you back. Truth is, I just want to be loved. And truth is, even if I were, I never allow myself to feel it. I'm just so sad all the time. I really long to close myself off from the world. But I want to be normal. I just won't let myself. I'm scared of everything. There's no reason
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