Ended things with the boyfriend. I am much better off without that loser in my life ( Read more... )

I wish I could disappear for a while. I need some serious reconstruction in my life.

A friend of mine and Zeb's died yesterday. His name was Walt, and he was Zeb's pool league captain up until a few months ago when Walt passed the captain duty onto Zeb. He had to because he found out he had an inoperable brain tumor, and a few other tumors other places. A few months before that, he was hospitalized for another tumor, which they ( Read more... )

Ugh, what a terrible Friday night I had. I hope to never step foot in Pitcher House again... that place is bad news for me...for Zeb. At least for us together. I have not felt this confused and shitty in a few years. I hateeeeeeeeeeee it.

Maybe I should go write in Savemeihatemylife to vent in a real way.

life is really no where close to normal (by my standards) right now. I have this really horrible-feeling pit in my stomach/chest ( Read more... )

So I got back from my Idaho/Washington trip Saturday...the trip was not really my cup of tea. I don't think I could live in a small town...and hunt my own food...and eat deer. I nearly tripped over a deer carcass in someone's garage, and their dog almost poked my eye out with its play toy...which just so happened to be deer antlers. lol. They ( Read more... )

I got an interview for this company called Dr. Schulze's American Botanical Pharmacy, (www.herbdoc.com) which is much like the other company i am affiliated with called Peak Energy Science.... they both sell all natural, organic nutritional products. The lady called me today and conducted a phone interview...which was hell because I get AWFUL ( Read more... )

It frusrates me that almost every guy i date is so narrow minded ( Read more... )

Tonight was nice, met up with the Courtneys for dinner and then went down to the beach for some coffee bean and walked the mb pier. I think i would probably feel a bit more sane if this kind of thing would happen more often. I sometimes forget how nice being with good friends can be...how therapeutic it really is. love you guys!

ugh, I think I have Tourette Syndrome. Not joking either.

It would explain A LOT of stuff I used to experience as a kid, and still experience now, although not quite as bad.

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